Confessions of a Psycho
soooooo.... Tony just found out about one of my biggest insecurities tonight: my body.
It's not that I think I'm fat or anything, I'm just not happy with it. Like I like how I look in my bra and underwear, but I absolutely hate how i look naked and in jeans. I don't know what my problem is. I guess I just want to be more toned than I am.
I know that they are people who are out there that would love to have my body, but I can't see it from anyone else's perspective about myself. Tony doesn't understand that, and I bet not many people would.
I just need to work on myself for a little while. I got my New Year's Resolutions in my mind, and this year I'm gonna do it! && I don't need the gym. All I need is myself, and motivation.
If I do everything correctly, I will be done on my birthday! I could so do this this time around. I just have to push myself, and then hopefully I can get over everything.
Night!
It's not that I think I'm fat or anything, I'm just not happy with it. Like I like how I look in my bra and underwear, but I absolutely hate how i look naked and in jeans. I don't know what my problem is. I guess I just want to be more toned than I am.
I know that they are people who are out there that would love to have my body, but I can't see it from anyone else's perspective about myself. Tony doesn't understand that, and I bet not many people would.
I just need to work on myself for a little while. I got my New Year's Resolutions in my mind, and this year I'm gonna do it! && I don't need the gym. All I need is myself, and motivation.
If I do everything correctly, I will be done on my birthday! I could so do this this time around. I just have to push myself, and then hopefully I can get over everything.
Night!