[INTROSPECTION] Signed The Incurable Optimist
I couldn't quite get the concept of "you being your biggest enemy" until recently. I've driven myself to a wall and pinned myself there. And the thought "so this is what rock bottom feels like" suddenly came to mind.
I made a discovery about the notion of rock bottom and how it is possible to actually put yourself there. I don't know quite how I've let things snowball like this. It just happened and here I am at the bottom... looking up.
I see this moment as a turning point to be honest. One of those nowhere-else-to-go-but-up moments. Perhaps I really need to feel everything, experience what I am going through to see the world with a fresh of eyes. I swear life can be a major bitch when it wants to be. And I just got bitch slapped... hard.
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