My run in with the crazies (and the nice)
Is it because it's spring? I mean, the climate changes have been severe. I'm talking 6℃ jumping to 20℃ kind of severe. Whether weather was what wrought it around, I do not know, but yes lately, it seems the crazies and weird have been on the rise. Some of them have been cause to both alertness and awareness of self, for me.
( Let's start with Russian )
( Let's start with Russian )
It's so nice to meet someone like this (the Russian guy, I mean), isn't it? :D To just make friends as simply as that. Takes a lot of courage to say that, I imagine. Though like you, I'd probably suspect "ulterior motives" at first. XD But hey, as long as he keeps the appropriate distance and is really "only" interested in being friends, that rocks! So you guys still in touch? Is he as nice as he seemed? :D
Argh and that old guy sounds reeeeally weird. I would have been freaked out as hell, no matter how nice he seemed otherwise. That probably doesn't help, does it. XD
But urgh, I have a MAJOR problem with people who don't respect personal space. One reason I changed my dentist (well, the one BEFORE my previous one XD) is that he kept touching my arm while he was talking to me. It might not have been anything "bad", but it really bothers me. If we're not besties, you're not allowed to friggin' touch me. >< Some people just have lower boundaries ( ... )
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That's right, it's about the priorities. You could have a ton of master degrees, but if it's not what you want nor like to do, then it's worth nothing in the end. If music makes you happy, then pursue it. You might end up a poor beggar somewhere (like Jared ;D) but at least you'd be happy. No regrets. So go all out there and do your thing. :3 And also... some people just have to focus on work or a career to feel like they're worth something, like they achieved something. I'm taking a big leap here, but you seem to be a bit more like me in that regard - you might feel more accomplished when you create something, let your muses go, live. I can't flourish with a ton of things in my back stabbing me because they need to be done. I need lots of time to myself additionally to that lol, so basically, I might already have come to terms with that unless I get super lucky it's unlikely I'll end up with lots of money on my own and a ( ... )
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That's right, it's about the priorities. You could have a ton of master degrees, but if it's not what you want nor like to do, then it's worth nothing in the end.Well said. Beautifully said. Agreed, 100%. And that "big leap" of yours is pretty accurate - creating something is everything to me. Which doesn't mean I do it much. XS Idk in recent years and after some bad things happened (not like, BAD but I'm a wuss and so they dragged me down big time), I completely lost confidence in myself and my abilities and have been mostly unable to create anything that holds meaning to me. But yes, what you're describing sounds very much like exactly what is important to me. But hey, don't all the famous people say (the cool ones, mind you): Just do what you love and eventually success will come with that? 8D ...or something... (Well, in the end it always comes down to luck and chance, I suppose... but hey, if you DON'T do what you love, nothing's gonna ( ... )
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