Mar 25, 2005 13:42
I'm sorry, you guys. It's something I have to do.
I'm officially becoming a hermit again. For those who weren't around for last time, it's like me not making any effort to call/IM/see anyone. It doesn't mean that I'm 100% cut off from society, it just means... less of me.
Basically I'm struggling a lot, and a lot of it is becoming public. That was really unintentional on my part. It's not fair to me, and it's not fair to those around me. It's ESPECIALLY not fair to those around me. There's a stupid part of me that just keeps getting hurt time and time again, and maybe I'll never learn unless I retract and take a break for a bit.
I guess I have been really isolated ANYWAY the last week or two, but now it's out in the open.
I'm sorry. Not only for doing this, but for dumping my stuff on people recently, being a mess, and being immature.
Maybe when I come back, things'll be different.
Btw, ya'll can still call me to say hi, or IM me if you see me lurking around online. It's just... a little different now. And it's not forever, don't forget that.
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