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Mar 24, 2005 23:07

Oh God. Maybe it'll never stop. Maybe I'll live on an emotional roller coaster for the rest of my life. Maybe I'll never find the balls to just step away from it all. Maybe I'll never figure any of it out.
Maybe I'll never get out of this funk. Maybe I won't find someone who loves me unconditionally.

Maybe.

No, no, no. I just have to remember that I do know who I am, and I know that things will change. I won't have all of this crap in the future. I'll have good friends, and someone to love. I will, I know I will.

I just have to realize when I'm being immature, and cowboy the fuck up. Like right now. I can't just be a mess. People can't function that way.

It's there.
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