I am having a crappy week.
I am having a really crappy week. And I guess I can sort of sum it up in this poem right here that I saw at the vet's office yesterday.
"If you're ever depressed, call me.
I don't promise to make you laugh,
But I promise to cry with you.
If one day you decide that you want to run away, call me.
I don't promise to try and stop you,
But I promise to run with you.
If you ever want someone to talk to, call me.
I promise I'll be very quiet.
But if one day you should call me and I don't answer.
Come and visit me quick.
Perhaps I need you."
The last 2 days have left a bitter taste in my mouth. I see my friends treating some of my other friends better than they treat me, and it doesn't make much sense to me. Now, I'm not gonna call out certain people or certain situations unless I get really pissed off. And I hope it doesn't come to that, because that would be low of me. But in all honesty you guys, pay attention to what I'm telling you. If you ask me why I stayed home today, and I tell you that I was sick and crappy and severly overtired, don't be like "Oh, I get tired sometimes, too." I don't want to hear that! (Don't feel singled out it was you who said this to me, it wasn't just you.) And I'm trying to tell you how I feel about something, don't change the subject! I dunno, I just feel so like.. disrespected and forgotten by some people.
Yesterday was just like.. the worst day ever. And then this morning I woke up feeling overtired and sick and crappy. More overcrappy and tired than SICK, per say, but bad enough to want to stay home. My mom wasn't happy with this, and we got into a mini argument. So finally just burst out with:
Me: Mom! I'm telling you I'm sick and overtired and unhappy! Is there any other way to communicate that to you?
Mom: Well, are you SICK? Cuz maybe then you can stay home. But if you're just overtired and unhappy, well that's par for the course.
That's nearly verbatim to what she said. Can you believe that? So I told her I was sick-sick, which wasn't a total lie, I was actually feeling sickly. I went back to bed and slept till noon.
Oh, I'm not in the mood for updation anymore. There's so much going on, and I don't know what to do, and I'm just not happy. Times like this I listen to my showchoir song....
Hear my song,
It'll help you believe in tomorrow
Hear my song
It'll show you the way you can shine
Hear my song
It was made for the times when you don't know where to go
Listen to the song that I sing
You'll be fine
"If you're ever depressed, call me.
I don't promise to make you laugh,
But I promise to cry with you.
If one day you decide that you want to run away, call me.
I don't promise to try and stop you,
But I promise to run with you.
If you ever want someone to talk to, call me.
I promise I'll be very quiet.
But if one day you should call me and I don't answer.
Come and visit me quick.
Perhaps I need you."
The last 2 days have left a bitter taste in my mouth. I see my friends treating some of my other friends better than they treat me, and it doesn't make much sense to me. Now, I'm not gonna call out certain people or certain situations unless I get really pissed off. And I hope it doesn't come to that, because that would be low of me. But in all honesty you guys, pay attention to what I'm telling you. If you ask me why I stayed home today, and I tell you that I was sick and crappy and severly overtired, don't be like "Oh, I get tired sometimes, too." I don't want to hear that! (Don't feel singled out it was you who said this to me, it wasn't just you.) And I'm trying to tell you how I feel about something, don't change the subject! I dunno, I just feel so like.. disrespected and forgotten by some people.
Yesterday was just like.. the worst day ever. And then this morning I woke up feeling overtired and sick and crappy. More overcrappy and tired than SICK, per say, but bad enough to want to stay home. My mom wasn't happy with this, and we got into a mini argument. So finally just burst out with:
Me: Mom! I'm telling you I'm sick and overtired and unhappy! Is there any other way to communicate that to you?
Mom: Well, are you SICK? Cuz maybe then you can stay home. But if you're just overtired and unhappy, well that's par for the course.
That's nearly verbatim to what she said. Can you believe that? So I told her I was sick-sick, which wasn't a total lie, I was actually feeling sickly. I went back to bed and slept till noon.
Oh, I'm not in the mood for updation anymore. There's so much going on, and I don't know what to do, and I'm just not happy. Times like this I listen to my showchoir song....
Hear my song,
It'll help you believe in tomorrow
Hear my song
It'll show you the way you can shine
Hear my song
It was made for the times when you don't know where to go
Listen to the song that I sing
You'll be fine