Can I really lose control?
Nekocon. It's about a month away from us. I realized tonight that the upcoming con that we usually travel to it's a lot closer than it feels. Obviously it's known about my current struggle to get a job. I feel a little pressured now. Being that I'm usually the spearhead for it and organize it. I seemingly don't have a choice, I may have to pull it all off with literally no time left.
NVS pays bi-weekly. So pending on the rotation for the month, it could be close to set up and get out to Nekocon. I really don't want to miss it either. The atmosphere of it all, from getting a hotel room with my friends to just messing around at the con is something I greatly enjoy. Not to mention it's quite relaxing. I'm looking forward to it. But, it's going to be close.
Speaking of NVS, I'm going to give Amanda a call today and get it all rolling. It's going to be a little hectic. I may even interview tomorrow. Because I won't be available Thursday and I don't know if she'll be able to interview friday. If she can, then I'll still have the weekend to wait to hear anything. I hope it works. As my Dad put it, even if I don't like it, it's something that will get me through the holidays, and it's one hell of an oppotunity in my eyes.
Therefore, if anyone doesn't feel safe leaving it my hands and wants to stray from the group for Neko, I won't be offended, but I will say that I'm going to do as much as I can to make it work. That cynical view would be that, I'm riding all this on a job.. I don't even necessarily have an interview for yet.
NVS pays bi-weekly. So pending on the rotation for the month, it could be close to set up and get out to Nekocon. I really don't want to miss it either. The atmosphere of it all, from getting a hotel room with my friends to just messing around at the con is something I greatly enjoy. Not to mention it's quite relaxing. I'm looking forward to it. But, it's going to be close.
Speaking of NVS, I'm going to give Amanda a call today and get it all rolling. It's going to be a little hectic. I may even interview tomorrow. Because I won't be available Thursday and I don't know if she'll be able to interview friday. If she can, then I'll still have the weekend to wait to hear anything. I hope it works. As my Dad put it, even if I don't like it, it's something that will get me through the holidays, and it's one hell of an oppotunity in my eyes.
Therefore, if anyone doesn't feel safe leaving it my hands and wants to stray from the group for Neko, I won't be offended, but I will say that I'm going to do as much as I can to make it work. That cynical view would be that, I'm riding all this on a job.. I don't even necessarily have an interview for yet.