did i mention, fuck you?
i have decided that i am through beating myself up over everything. i am done with this drama bullshit. i am finished stressing out over every little detail of my life. i will stop being lazy. i will do what i want to do. i just don't care what other people have to say anymore. i quit. i know i have done things wrong. i know i am not perfect. i know i make mistakes. i know i am not honest enough. but get over it. it has been done. i don't regret what i did. i don't agree with your actions. but i do not want to concern myself with the unimportant. i have three exciting weeks heading my way, crashing me into the end of this year, and i am ready for it. i am going to take it all, and i will not have you or anyone else making me feel badly about my choices. get over it and grow up. that's what i'm doing. then we'll talk.