To the Universe, if you read LiveJournal
As I have accused, tried, and convicted you of abandoning me, with empiracl evidence to prove that you have, so have I chosen to abandon you. To no longer pray, or have faith that you will watch over me. As I grow old, my desires diminish, and the only goal I wished for, was a to have a beautiful wife, and a family of my own.
So, I am now ready to lose it all; my life, my accomplishments, my possessions. All of it.
A lonely life, where I don't matter enough to those that call me friend, to ask about my well-being, or even spend 5s of their life to show that I am important to them. Or to my family, who seemingly forget I exist, except when they need something from me. Or even to co-workers who have no respect for me; always interrupting me mid-sentence, and showing that I am only good for being blamed for mishaps; mistakes that they over-exaggerate their seriousness, and imply that not only did I do it deliberately, but I should have the experience equivalent of their multiple years of doing the job.
Let the stress test this Friday be my end, or the Echocardiogram show that I am beyond hope.