"i'll give you everything...all you have to do is ask"
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re are moments in life that force us realize what's really right in front of us, how much it means, and what it would be to ever lose it.
he's not the only one who's vulnerable. he's not the only one who couldn't get through being hurt again.
he looks at me and all i see is the future. all i see is how disgustingly happy he makes me.
life should be about moments like last night and this morning. about someone holding you so close you feel them breathing the entire night. about not needing to say a word to understand every single thing about the person standing in front of you. about living for the moment and yes-following your heart. who's to say that we can't have the best of both worlds. no one. no, we can have it all.
i'd give everything up to make sure this lasts. i'd go anywhere, do anything. even knowing he's not letting me in all the way yet....even knowing that he's holding back. i have his promises, i have our perfect moments, i have the way he smiles at me that tells me this really is it, despite the timing or the circumstances or what happens. for me that's enough. i believe in him and in us.
so many times i felt like maybe i was wrong. maybe i saw something that wasn't there. but the past couple months have changed all my doubts.
and yes, love is real. and love is worth working for.
i'm sorry, but nothing compares to being woken up in the middle of the night just so he can say he loves me. i know what i want. i know who i want to be, and who i want to share it with.
this is just the beginning.