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Well, I haven't updated this in a long time. Today we put on Rachel's Challenge at my school, and after the presentation Zehra and I were talking about how we wanted to start keeping journals. So I thought hey, why not bring back the livejournal! I did buy a paid account a few months ago, which mind you has expired by now. Oh wellllll.
Things have changed since the last entry. I'm legal now, for starters. I'm also closer to graduation, which all of a sudden I can't wait for now. July 11th I leave for Greece and I am counting the seconds. I can't stay here anymore. There's nothing here for me. I'll miss my friends, but you know what I'll get over it. I'll be in Greece for the summer and then I'll be leaving for DC. I'm excited to start over, because my life so far has been extremely pathetic here.
This guy situation never worked out for me. The other day I told him that I like him, and he told me he'd rather be friends. He also has a girlfriend now or something, but whatever. I guess deep down I knew it was too good to ever work out and I was just setting myself up to be rejected. Right now I'm a little...disheartened, if that's the right word. I'm not angry but I am a little upset. I really could have seen it working, but I guess it's not meant to be. We're still friends of course, I know that won't change. I know I don't have a choice but to get over this, but it'll take some time. I should have realized this a while ago, I'm really dumb.
Basically this past weekend sucked. I worked Friday night, all day Saturday, and for a few hours on Sunday. I also got the "bad news" Saturday night. It was just a never-ending horrible weekend. Thankfully I'm not working again until Friday.
I'm doing horrible at school, and my economics average has plummeted horribly. My past two test grades have been an 80 and a 65. I'm so screwed. I'm pretty sure I failed my CoPo test today too. Oops.
Right now I need to set my priorities straight, and try to move on from other things. I'll be okay. I'm feeling foreign and distant, but I have some awesome friends who are well, awesome. I really couldn't ask for anything more. And I know I should be thankful for the people that I do have in my life.
Things have changed since the last entry. I'm legal now, for starters. I'm also closer to graduation, which all of a sudden I can't wait for now. July 11th I leave for Greece and I am counting the seconds. I can't stay here anymore. There's nothing here for me. I'll miss my friends, but you know what I'll get over it. I'll be in Greece for the summer and then I'll be leaving for DC. I'm excited to start over, because my life so far has been extremely pathetic here.
This guy situation never worked out for me. The other day I told him that I like him, and he told me he'd rather be friends. He also has a girlfriend now or something, but whatever. I guess deep down I knew it was too good to ever work out and I was just setting myself up to be rejected. Right now I'm a little...disheartened, if that's the right word. I'm not angry but I am a little upset. I really could have seen it working, but I guess it's not meant to be. We're still friends of course, I know that won't change. I know I don't have a choice but to get over this, but it'll take some time. I should have realized this a while ago, I'm really dumb.
Basically this past weekend sucked. I worked Friday night, all day Saturday, and for a few hours on Sunday. I also got the "bad news" Saturday night. It was just a never-ending horrible weekend. Thankfully I'm not working again until Friday.
I'm doing horrible at school, and my economics average has plummeted horribly. My past two test grades have been an 80 and a 65. I'm so screwed. I'm pretty sure I failed my CoPo test today too. Oops.
Right now I need to set my priorities straight, and try to move on from other things. I'll be okay. I'm feeling foreign and distant, but I have some awesome friends who are well, awesome. I really couldn't ask for anything more. And I know I should be thankful for the people that I do have in my life.