If someone said 'three years from now...you'd be long gone'
What can I say... it's been almost exactly three years now, LiveJournal. Since then... of the people I listed in the last entry... a large majority of them have gotten married, one has a baby, all have jobs/are in vet school...
And a lot has changed in my life, for sure.
I don't know why I felt like writing in the LJ instead of the trusty Xanga today. Maybe because it feels more fresh, without the slate of things garbling my mind.
In fact, I think that's what it is. I feel more clear today than I've been in quite a long time. Though... I am hurting a lot. And scared of what's coming. But I'm also really hopeful that doing what's right will make me ready to take big steps soon.
At least I'm clean & clear, and under control *rimshot*
Thank goodness vagueness isn't illegal :-)
When someone said
"count your blessings now, 'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how... I was all wrong
they knew better... still you said forever
and ever ... who knew
And a lot has changed in my life, for sure.
I don't know why I felt like writing in the LJ instead of the trusty Xanga today. Maybe because it feels more fresh, without the slate of things garbling my mind.
In fact, I think that's what it is. I feel more clear today than I've been in quite a long time. Though... I am hurting a lot. And scared of what's coming. But I'm also really hopeful that doing what's right will make me ready to take big steps soon.
At least I'm clean & clear, and under control *rimshot*
Thank goodness vagueness isn't illegal :-)
When someone said
"count your blessings now, 'fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how... I was all wrong
they knew better... still you said forever
and ever ... who knew