Jul 15, 2004 13:55
I don't know what we're listening to. it's all weird. one of my knuckles itches, so i itched it. I just had a tunfa sandwich i made at home and it's awesome. Hefty is great, but there is this one guy here that has a subtle power complex, that treats me like a kid just because I'm interning, he's jsut the money guy, all others here are awesome. I am doing a bunch of shit in the stock room, doing stock pretty much, like the times I was at kspc and was pbsessed with finding all the electronic shit there is to find. I don't know what we're listening too, but I'm too lazy to ask, or I really don't care that much, there are thunderstorms outside, I'm glad that I didn't ride my bike today, my friend can give me a ride, he's 21 and has a huge suv, it's a bit frightening, but he's so down to earth it makes me want to sleep with him. But who know's if he's willing, he's one of those you never can tell , but really means they would but they wouldn't have a relationship because it doesn't seem like it's ok because i should like girls maybe , right?, type of people. but he's great...
John hughes is cool, but kind of creeps me out, I don't really like how he runs things, even though he's never here, and he's a trust fund guy. i jsut found out that he owns this awesome loft that hefty is in, and a house in the suburbs. oooo now i put on bjork-sun in my mouth / reconstructed by Ensemble... one of the best songs I've heard, and the best remix I've ever encountered. I'm brainstorming about some projects, and I'm deciding on wether to go to yoga or to the fabric store today after work... i really need to get fabric and thread, but I haven't been to the gym in for fucking ever...
sometimes i feel like peeing my pants, but other times it's not as wishful... I got the new mouse on mars album, it's weird, soooo poppy and not noisy, almost hip hop influenced, really damn weird.. but still a decent album, not what i wanted/expected.... everyone has their deal, i could just make what i wanted them to and not worry about them not making the album i thought they should.
something obvious happens all the time. the meds are leaving my body, the demons won't be shooting out anymore since there are no more demons to come forth. damn therapist of mine is too good sometimes..
everyone should go and buy the new DAT POLITICS, and the new WORKSHOP records, they are soooooo fucking killer. they're both hard to describe, workshop is the hardest, dat politics just did their usual noise pop electro thing that rocks my ass.
I need to get a new tattoo soon, I'm thinking something of dia de los muertos, but i need to find the right thing first, I'm not rushing anything, and i am thinking of having one of my drawings tattooed, but i think that will be another two years of brainstorming and sketching... i feel like having a fag, After i finish the 8 packs i have I'm quitting... this smoking thing make me a bit out of breath, it even makes me sick sometimes, weird, but i like the attention...talking to john now