Angsty Angst angst

Jan 19, 2008 19:54

All things he ever wished are left behind
All the things his Mama did to make him mind
And how his Dad had hoped he’d grow

All things he ever lived are left behind
All the fears that ever flickered through his mind
All the sadness he’d come to own

A shows passed, a shadow passed
Yearning, yearning for the fool it called a home
And, it whistles through the ghosts still left behind
It whistles through the ghosts still left behind
-Spring Awakening, “Left Behind”

I find my self thinking about Pete a lot now a days. Probably because I’m looking ahead at big changes and big adventures still to come and can’t help but think of my friend who’s adventures are over. Having been close friends for 11 years I’m still struggling to figure it all out. When I went a saw Spring Awakening in NY one character kills himself the same way Pete did. I guess that’s why I started to think about it more and more.

It’s just so fucked.
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