I lost count... - 15
*lets out a big exhale* I'm glad to be back.
These past 10 days were very stressfull for me, and on the boat (ship) expecially I reached a state of confusion the likes of which I'd never come across before... Loneliness, Depression and Exhastion all mixed together in some form to create just a really strange dose of Confusion.
Just stuck on this boat (ship!) in the middle of the ocean surrounded by a almost 2,000 people I didn't fit in with, stuck only with a family I don't belong in, and knowing when I return home finally I only have a couple of rushed days left to spend with a bunch of my closest friends before I'm on the move again and relocated to my Northern Home. :/
But I'm back, I'm feeling better, and I'm still annoyed as fuck by my family but I really only have a few more days of that to survive so nothing to fret over really. I can't tell you how great it was seeing a handful of my friends tonight, really made me feel like living again no joke, fun times guys. Anyways gonna hit the sack for the couple of hours I'll allow myself tonight, I have a lot to pack into the next couple of days so I've pretty much sworn of sleep for the next 4 days at least and I'm pretty exhasted as it is so we'll see how thaaat goes.
anyways... crashing now, better vacation review (one that actually tells you something) tomorrow (and hopefully some nice pics on my facebook tomorrow also!) *OUT*