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[otakuangel1984]

Ok then, there is no subject. Just on here, figured i would write, the other thing ended up turning out alright, thank god. But it has me wondering, bout things, considering all i do is wonder, it sort of sucks ass, always thinking about things. I am currently listening to one of my favorite bands of the moment. It is a local band, called Mighty SideShow. One of the songs i totally relate to, but i will put it in here a little bit later. You even realize that right when you think you got things figured out, it changes? ha ha, i guess technically things havent changed for me, but, hard to explain. Still madly in love with the guy who left me, but as time goes by, i guess that love will slowly dwindle, if he gets that girl, which he pretty much already has basically. It will make it easier for me to get over him? Doubt it, but he claims that i will. Maybe he knows, but I honestly dont see me ever getting over him completely. It pretty much sucks. I honestly dont want to lose my love for him. He should treat me like a bitch, but he doesnt. Oh well, ha ha, i wont worry about it, i know things are the way they are, just babbling in here, so here is my song that i totally relate to, and i am listening to it constantly.
Might SideShow(Dare You To Think)
Numb

Wanting every breath you breathe
inside of me,
Forsaken as you feel you're never
all alone
Is this sense of loss a feeling
I could toss into a place where it
could not return?

Because I'm numb inside
I just can't find where i lost
my mind
I'm locked inside and I just cant
hide how I feel
I've died.

Tasting every scent of you
I must indulge,
Memory savors as my thoughts
recall
Is this sense of hope contricting
like a rope around my neck
Because it won't let go...

Because I'm numb inside
I just can't find where i lost
my mind
I'm locked inside and I just cant
hide how I feel
I've died.