I have grown up
Which is not surprise when you are 27. On the other hand, some people never do it at all, so I might be even in the early ones;-)))
Some time ago I was reading some forum, and in the discussion someone (I think some girl) said a phrase that stuck in my head: "Virginity is wonderful, loosing it means moving from childhood to adult life, - and who doesn't dream of returning into childhood?"
I clearly understand that I totally do not dream of returning into childhood. I like being an adult. I like being financially independent, earning money myself and spending them in the way I prefer. I like the freedom of having my own priorities, and even though buying the beautiful white boots brought me to 10 days of seriuos food restrain - but that was my own choice. I like having my own room and my own computer, on which I can do whatever I want. On events, when I look at how parents send their children to bed more or less early, I feel so happy that nobody can send me to bed, and I can stay up all night if I want (and it doesn't matter that I usually leave to bed around midnight - because it is my decision and nobody else's). I like wearing whatever I want without comments like "why your skirt is so short?". I like being what I am and what I want to be.
And if in my childhood I only had two entertainments which were approved, now I have all the joys of the world available to me. So I should live my childhood behind and enjoy the adult life. Because I want so.