SO! I did meager art for Lily
annabeth_fics for
spn_j2_bigbang.
Title:
my heart and soul are kind of famished (what a beautiful piece of heartache this has all turned out to be)Author: Lily, annabeth_fics
Warnings: NC-17. het sex. slash sex. incest. casefics. AU. horror. angst. character death (canon and otherwise; not Sam and Dean). hurt/comfort. series AU. mention of toys/pegging.
Pairing(s): Sam/Jess, Sam/Dean main.
Genre: Het/Wincest.
Book One: 31,647 words
Book Two: 48,968 words
TOTAL: 80,615 words
Summary: Sam and Jess have everything going for them. A beautiful life, a beautiful family-a beautiful tragedy. But Sam has been seeing things, been warned-warned but Sam didn't listen. Sam doesn't listen and that fairy-tale life in Palo Alto, California vanishes like smoke from a blown-out candle. So Sam does the only thing he can think of to do: like the prodigal son, he returns to his older brother, Dean, and slips back into hunting like wearing a comfortable old shoe. But things are not all as they seem, and that man with the yellow-eyes? He's had a plan for Sam Winchester all along.
Main book banner:
Book 1 banner:
Book 2 banner:
An icon:
(SPOILERS)
I love this fic, because it blended the hotness of Sam/Jess, the confusion of Sam/Dean, and the growing horror of discovering Sam's abilities. I am embarrassed to say that I read this under my blankets. (Yes, I know I have the tendency to scare myself, but there were parts here that made me whimper.)
I tried to capture the sense of Sam/Dean during Sam/Jess, and Sam/Jess during Sam/Dean, thus the choice to keep everyone in the picture and cutting off each person depending on the banner. I deliberately kept Jess at the background, with shadows covering her. And Dean's hand is still in the Book 1 banner, showing his influence. Meanwhile, Jess's silhouette is still behind Sam in the Book 2 banner.
I also have to apologize to
annabeth_fics for being out of contact during most of May and June--I honestly didn't expect to be sent out to the field. Not to mention that I ended up not liking most of my sketches since I felt it didn't capture your fic, so I threw them away. (please disregard the initial draft! -_-)
Read the story! Note: I haven't been writing in LJ for so long, I've forgotten the tags for cutting! *headdesk*