Hello again

[oslonorway]

A lot has happened since my last post. Not a lot of big things, which is good, but you know the daily grind and living and learning and growing up stuff. That was a lot of ands... sorry about that. About a week ago my boyfriend and I ended things. I'm still not sure if they're for good yet. It's definitely hard to let go of something you've held

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[oslonorway]

I'm just confused is all I'm saying. It definitely came off a bit rude but can you blame me? Some girl who's been e-stalking me comes out of the woodwork and blindsides me telling me that my boyfriend is cheating on me with her. It's a little off putting don't you think? And honestly, none of what I asked or stated above was confusing. Answering only one of my questions solves nothing. All of the conversation is hidden so only I can see it if that makes you feel better. You know more about me than I know about you. I'd really enjoy knowing more about you. How long have you known Gene? When did you first find out about me? That kind of stuff. This is all a little weird to me. You came forth with the information and now you're withholding information. I'd appreciate you clearing up my confusion as you seem to hold all of the cards and know everything about the situation. Any help would be greatly appreciated. I don't want to call you or FB you or Skype with you Ski... this is now website 2 where you've made contact. I'm not trying to spread this out all over the internet please.

[oslonorway]

Yes . I understand that its a little weird . I never said he was cheating . I just said we were dating the same person. I met Gene my sophomore year. After we exchanged numbers . We kicked it off. Gene was very reserved about his past relationships, but he would always want me to be open about mine . So I was. Yet and still i knew nothing about anyone. So I figured i'd go and find out on my own. It may have been a comment you posted on his FB that arose suspicions. So I just browsed. I would see all your Lovey dovey statuses .. Not actually saying his name but i knew it referred to him. One status in particular about a drunk call from your bf one night and how it was so funny because you couldnt understand anything Gene said. I thought it was crazy because that same night he came to my room drunk, and i happened to see where he did call u . Not to mention I know you took him to the airport also when he would come back to school, because i would do the same when he would come home to Dallas with me and fly outta the DFW airport. He has met my dad in several occasions, and i met his Grandparents and mother last year at homecoming. Throughout the two years that we were dating I would ALWAYS ask about u. He would say oh thats nothing or yall werent talking. So I left it alone, but i still didnt trust it. Not only that he confessed that he had hard feelings for Kacee and the way he spoke of her ... I knew he meant it . He loves her. And i wouldnt be suprised if they were still talking to this day . This summer i found this blog and knew ... I was just something to do while he was at school. I tried so hard to make everything work . I sent flowers to his house for his grandpa passing. He was suppose to come to Dallas and visit me so i planned a weekend for him well over $300 spent , recorded a song for him, and got stood up. But i forgave him like i always do. But sometimes you just have to draw the line. I don't dodge TJ or DAFu at all . I talked to Gene all night last night. He was saying he wanted to make things right . But i said no . He said he knows what he wants just not who. I dont know about you ... But im no meat in a market waiting to get picked. So I told him i would make it easier for him and to NOT include me on who he chooses ... And thats the honest truth for u . Anything else you wanna know ??

[oslonorway]

No that about covers it. We were in the exact same boat. Sadly I have to deal more with all of this on this end only because I've known this kid since we were 6 or 7. And his best friend dated my best friend a while ago. Know that he's been like this for a while before he dated me and before he dated you. We just got wrapped up in a player's game where everyone else seems to come out a loser. I'm sorry if I came off like a bitch really. He and I have been through a few very serious things in our short time together. Thank you for your honesty and putting up with me. All his little dips and dives all make sense now. When he was ignoring me, he was with you and when he was ignoring you, he was with me. That's probably why I never saw his phone and he'd always have it on him. All of the small pieces, like not being "facebook official" make sense now. I tried to see past all of it that like he was just a reserved person but truly he held his cards tight so that only he could see the twisted game he was playing... He's just a user and a liar and we both just fell for his words....

[oslonorway]

Yes. That phone is permanantly attatched to his hand. He goes NO where without it . And its okay. I understand it was a bit awkward. But something had to shake. He is very much a user and a great big LIAR.. I'm sorry that you have to deal with it on your end... But i promise i understand everything, because this is the second time this has happened to me . So at this point in my life im very unstable, but with time me and you both will be ok. But you live and you learn.

[oslonorway]

Amen to that.