Fuckn A..
I don't want to feel like this again. I feel depression creeping in. The lack of sleep, the either overeating or not wanting to eat at all..and either way wanting to just puke. The moodswings and anxiety..one moment feeling relaxed and ok, and the next moment feeling like I can't breathe..and the slightest thing setting me off. I have got to get myself together. I have got to let this go, and just... I don't even know.
This makes no sense, and the only thing I want to do right now is just lay down curl up tight in the blankets and cry it out.
I've worked too hard to go through this again, I've gotta be strong. You guys keep me in your thoughts ok..or prayers or whatever it is you do.
This makes no sense, and the only thing I want to do right now is just lay down curl up tight in the blankets and cry it out.
I've worked too hard to go through this again, I've gotta be strong. You guys keep me in your thoughts ok..or prayers or whatever it is you do.