This is me complaining, again.
Moving out of my boyfriend's parent's place. Should have never decided to live here anyways. It's just that no bed, no internet, and no cell phone service at my own place kind of sucks when you're job hunting (well, the latter two, anyways). No bed is just plain suck. Dana's dad just really pissed me off this morning
I still have no job. Surprise! I hate the catch 22 of not being able to move out and find a job someplace better because I don't have a steady income here, to begin with so I can't really afford to move.
Pittsburgh for New Years, me thinks.
I wish I was better at life. I'm just not. I'm not a strong, motivated person. I work hard but if I can't work hard to find work, then I won't work and my life won't work either. Something or someone has to start working soon. Hahaha. Oh the humor amongst all the frustration. What would I do without it?
Ah, the support of my friends. Still going strong. Alyssa even forgave me for losing the hat that she just knit me for Christmas. I am a failure lately. I hope to fix this. Thank you Dana. Thank you Alyssa. Thank you Lisa. Thank you Emily. Thank you Gretchen. Thank you Jess. Thank you Sue. Thank you for loving me despite my weaknesses. Someday (soon?) I will be better because of you.
I still have no job. Surprise! I hate the catch 22 of not being able to move out and find a job someplace better because I don't have a steady income here, to begin with so I can't really afford to move.
Pittsburgh for New Years, me thinks.
I wish I was better at life. I'm just not. I'm not a strong, motivated person. I work hard but if I can't work hard to find work, then I won't work and my life won't work either. Something or someone has to start working soon. Hahaha. Oh the humor amongst all the frustration. What would I do without it?
Ah, the support of my friends. Still going strong. Alyssa even forgave me for losing the hat that she just knit me for Christmas. I am a failure lately. I hope to fix this. Thank you Dana. Thank you Alyssa. Thank you Lisa. Thank you Emily. Thank you Gretchen. Thank you Jess. Thank you Sue. Thank you for loving me despite my weaknesses. Someday (soon?) I will be better because of you.