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I just want to say that I really love my boyfriend and everything he does for me. It's amazing to be in a relationship where if you do something for someone you feel like it's not enough only because they do so much for you. It's like how can I ever return the favors, the love, the emotions back to that person? I don't know how to do it. Occasionally I can't help but think that I don't deserve my boyfriend. I know that's a really negative thought. I know I have confidence issues and no one really wants to hear it, including him, but I can't help it.
I used to think it was disgusting to hear people say they would do anything for their significant other. It was an opinion I held for various reasons. Even now I still think some of those reasons are legitimate. But luckily, I think some of us, myself included, really can be in relationships where it makes sense to feel that way about a person. Never before have I felt like I've been in a romantic relationship where there's no chance that I wasn't being taken advantage of in some way. Maybe no one has ever taken advantage of me but I was never 100% sure that it wasn't the case. With Dana, there's no question. It's really nice to be able to give yourself to a person without being weary of their intentions. Really nice.
I'm not trying to boast about my love or rub it in anyone's face. I hope no one assumes that's my intention. If I could I would gladly bestow such love upon whoever deserves it, or perhaps anyone because obviously the world would be a better place for it. I'm just saying, I'm grateful for what I have with my boyfriend. And I'm glad I'm not skeptical of the possibility of true love anymore.
I used to think it was disgusting to hear people say they would do anything for their significant other. It was an opinion I held for various reasons. Even now I still think some of those reasons are legitimate. But luckily, I think some of us, myself included, really can be in relationships where it makes sense to feel that way about a person. Never before have I felt like I've been in a romantic relationship where there's no chance that I wasn't being taken advantage of in some way. Maybe no one has ever taken advantage of me but I was never 100% sure that it wasn't the case. With Dana, there's no question. It's really nice to be able to give yourself to a person without being weary of their intentions. Really nice.
I'm not trying to boast about my love or rub it in anyone's face. I hope no one assumes that's my intention. If I could I would gladly bestow such love upon whoever deserves it, or perhaps anyone because obviously the world would be a better place for it. I'm just saying, I'm grateful for what I have with my boyfriend. And I'm glad I'm not skeptical of the possibility of true love anymore.