Dec 19, 2005 19:30
I'm totally not myself today. Some of my different friends noticed i cried today a couple times. I don't want to go on complaining about this cause it's just boring if I do. We all heard it before. Guy and girl love and then break up.
I think I'm taking Friday off to record and then see my dad. I haven't seen him in over a year. I guess Mason and my dad won't meet each other
Man, I can't believe I dropped my SUNY Applications for her and switch to CUNY for nothing. I got accepted into Dutchess and now I can't go. City Teach seems alright but that means I have to live at home. I'm going to die. So not worth it. I might as well make the best of it. I would much rather sleep on the streets then stay home next fall.
I got some real fucking awesome gifts I know she would fall in love with for nothing. I saved up since like the begining of Nov. It's useless now.
School hurts my stomach. Maybe I should eat some orgasm cookies.
A Clockwork Orange was playing last night but I flipped the channel cause I hate it now.
So this is the biggest show of the year for us and my dad is coming. This is the first time any of my parents are coming to see me. It's going to be awkward. Man, this is gonna suck cause he wants to meet Mason.
Use to be a moment without an end. Or atleast I thought so. Wednesday is the Winter Festival but I think I am dropping out.