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[oscarloserkid]

Christmas week. I don't even know what I am doing cept seeing my dad. and he'll ask about her and bring her up and he'll want to meet her. Maybe I'll say something like "She is away"....no. That's not the truth but I don't want to have to talk to my dad about this or anyone else. Those gifts are going right back for auction. I also found those old letter. They are going to the trash. It's easy access. All of that. All of the past. I have to get ready for another day. Another day I wish I could burn.

**I'm all set see I'm set straight
I got the whole thing and yeah it's great
Life's just running around and saying "hi"
And I don't have to worry, no,
Cuz I read people "yeah, no"
God's taking notes on me
Well things are off course just a little bit
Maybe it's me. Nah, that's shit.
They're getting all worried about me
Well slow slow down, or so I'm told
I'm digging a circle around a hole
Let's play Who Won't Breath

We all gotta burn something. Yeah we all gotta burn something.
See we're all just burning something. Yeah we all gotta burn something

She had a boyfriend so i'm told
Played a dumb sport, did the drama show
Her parents screamed on your knees.
Trapped to bond every day's like never
I know I know things should get better
Ah, no, not another bad week.
But boy boyfriend, yeah, he cheated
Something about her being mistreated
In her eyes she was only 20% there.
And little by little by little
She lost her interest little by little
At an age young age she had to burn something**