Samn old same old
So I was watching Spider Man the other day, and I realized I'm just like Peter Parker...well, without the super powers, and the costume, and the upside down making out in the rain.
I feel I relate more to the asshole-stiffs-me-$300-uncle-dies-in-my-arms-best-friend-steals-girl-green-goblin-beats-up-grandma side.
Life hasn't really shit on me as of late, which on the surface is nice.
But in order for things to go bad, it means that there was a chance of things going well, and right now I don't really have that. I just have this boring shit, and this bleak outlook. I have a funny feeling that the summer isn't going to go well, and it'll probably start in 2 weeks when I lose my license. I highly doubt I'll be going to South Carolina, which is probably a good thing because I doubt I'd come back if I did. I just don't want to deal anymore. I see everyone around me have these cool things happen, and I just sit here and watch tv all day. Sure, those cool things aren't really a big deal, but it's more than I have. This time last year I wanted to leave Stockton for the summer and go home and just chill. Now I wanna leave Stockton and just go...and not look back. There's nothing here for me. I'm not part of a group, and I just end up sitting here in my room alone. I'm used to be alone because I've been this way for pretty much 3 years...but that doesn't mean I like it. I don't do well by myself, and I don't do well losing people.
I just need a big change, real fast.
I feel I relate more to the asshole-stiffs-me-$300-uncle-dies-in-my-arms-best-friend-steals-girl-green-goblin-beats-up-grandma side.
Life hasn't really shit on me as of late, which on the surface is nice.
But in order for things to go bad, it means that there was a chance of things going well, and right now I don't really have that. I just have this boring shit, and this bleak outlook. I have a funny feeling that the summer isn't going to go well, and it'll probably start in 2 weeks when I lose my license. I highly doubt I'll be going to South Carolina, which is probably a good thing because I doubt I'd come back if I did. I just don't want to deal anymore. I see everyone around me have these cool things happen, and I just sit here and watch tv all day. Sure, those cool things aren't really a big deal, but it's more than I have. This time last year I wanted to leave Stockton for the summer and go home and just chill. Now I wanna leave Stockton and just go...and not look back. There's nothing here for me. I'm not part of a group, and I just end up sitting here in my room alone. I'm used to be alone because I've been this way for pretty much 3 years...but that doesn't mean I like it. I don't do well by myself, and I don't do well losing people.
I just need a big change, real fast.