Apr 01, 2007 04:44
Here's the table of contents:
1. Lyrics
2. Bitches
3. Life
4. Shit
1.) The Littlest Man Band - It's You
Take a breath and let it out
If you want go ahead and shout
Cause today you've opened up your eyes
Look around
What do ya see?
It's what you've always wanted to be
So get ready for the best surprise
And this is only gonna get better
Victory never tasted so sweet
Now stare directly into the mirror
Cause there's someone I'd like you to meet
And it's you
I know he looks a lot like you
He even talks the way you do
But there's something in his face
That you've never seen before
Faith and hope give a glow
To let everybody know
That he's gonna rock their asses down to the floor
And this is only gonna get better
Victory never tasted so sweet
Now stare directly into the mirror
Cause there's someone I'd like you to meet
It's you
2.) We got seven of them...and today, in reverse order!
A.) Grow up. Seriously, I'm done with high school, don't give me high school crap. And bad form, you should be able to figure out what you want, and stick to that story. No need to flip flop from one thing to another...that's just bullshit.
B.) I miss you.
C.) I miss you too.
D.) I also miss you.
E.) I miss you the most. I'd really like to start hanging out again.
F.) Oh, why did you have to drop the F-bomb last night? And the only reason you're here is because Dana made me go "No she doesn't...Hey! Why the fuck why not?" I can't come up with a good reason why not, but I can think of several good reason's why it'd be good.
G.) One of these days I'm going to throw you off by asking "Can you give me one good reason why we're not dating." You're just completely oblivious, and it really make me wanna give up...but Dom gave me some kick ass advice:
Dom: "If you keep digging you'll come out the other side"
And that's what keeps me going, cause I've been digging a hole with this one longer than any other.
3.) I've learned how to regulate my feelings. Hardcore. I used to go "She's cute, and she's cool" and then I was stuck. Now it's more of a "She's cute, and she's cool...let me get to know her better before I make a decision on her." And in the past couple weeks that has been put to use a couple times, and it works really well.
I can't say my feelings are now on a switch...but it sure is one hell of a dimmer.
4.) First thing first, "Because I was drunk" is not, and will never be, a good excuse. It's more of a scapegoat if anything. It's a "I wanna do it, but I'm a pussy, so I'll get wasted and then I'll do it, so I can blame it on being drunk and then I won't feel bad, and others will understand" Yea...no.
I got my classes figured out for the next two semesters, so I'll graduate on time with a major in marine bio and a minor in environmental studies...a double major would mean another year, and fuck that! Classes are going well. The only questionable one is Stat, but I did the homework today in like 20 minutes, without looking at my notes. I suck doing it by hand, but I kick ass on the computer. Thank you Mrs. Wheeler! In my Physiology class we did ECG readings at rest, and then after 75 jumping jacks. My resting heart rate averaged 75 beats per minute, which is usually really high for me, cause I'm almost always in the upper 50s lower 60s. But after the 75 jumping jacks, it only went up to 95. Everyone else was well over 100. My teacher was like "Well then I guess you've very athletic." And as everyone knows, I don't do shit. But I didn't start breathing heavily until I was at 60 or so. I guess I'm so amazing that I didn't even realize it.
Oh, and I may have to move to Utah.