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I was watching Train Spotting earlier.. It's one of my favorites..
I've been sleeping a lot.. more than usual..
I went down Friday to take my written exam AGAIN.
And frankly.. im hella worried about it.
i was soo fucking tired when i took it.
I can't even remember any of the questions.. that can't be good.
I know i wasn't focused.. i remember that, i kept looking at the thermostat because it was next to me.. and looking at my roots in the mirror in front of me.
We'll seeeeee....
one day closer to v-day.. yuck.
My nephews are coming to see me on v-day. I'm excited.
They make me forget the world around me.
I'll probably take 23847928374 pictures of them and post them.
Since im refraining from using drugs to forget life again, im using my nephews.
it's the only other thing that occupies my mind enough.
I'm getting frustrated w/ my computer clock. it's all fucked up. i have been rebooting a lot lately. and it changes everytime i reboot.
i rebooted earlier today.. and it was 4a.m. in actuality it was like 2p.m. er some shit...
now its 2:50 am.... but my clock.. yeah it says 12:54a.m.
what is that shit?
i changed my lj layout.. i still don't like it.
I should get one of my smart friends to make it nifty.
hopefully it will inspire me to write more often..
I wonder why i do that? i'll write in it steadily after ive altered it..
then when i get tired of it.. i stop? like it should matter or something?
I got violent against my X-friend jason last night.
I just had it.. i couldnt handle it.
I had taken enough of his "get your bitch in check" talk.
When he ended our friendship for NO reason.. what so ever.
I hope he is happy w/ the choices he made.
there is NO going back now. not after last night.
my hair has grown out soo much. its sad. im a hair dresser.. what is wrong w/ me?
That is not normal.
I guess im taking advantage of not working in a salon yet, no one sees me except my friends, and they don't care.
My hair is something i change very frequently..
its been blond for MONTHS now.
im not happy.
I've reached the point where ive done soo much to it.. im running out of idea's.... o well.
p.s. Meridith from the Bachelorette should be shot in the crotch.
k thx.
p.s.s. i feel bad for Lanny.. meridith u bitch.
I've been sleeping a lot.. more than usual..
I went down Friday to take my written exam AGAIN.
And frankly.. im hella worried about it.
i was soo fucking tired when i took it.
I can't even remember any of the questions.. that can't be good.
I know i wasn't focused.. i remember that, i kept looking at the thermostat because it was next to me.. and looking at my roots in the mirror in front of me.
We'll seeeeee....
one day closer to v-day.. yuck.
My nephews are coming to see me on v-day. I'm excited.
They make me forget the world around me.
I'll probably take 23847928374 pictures of them and post them.
Since im refraining from using drugs to forget life again, im using my nephews.
it's the only other thing that occupies my mind enough.
I'm getting frustrated w/ my computer clock. it's all fucked up. i have been rebooting a lot lately. and it changes everytime i reboot.
i rebooted earlier today.. and it was 4a.m. in actuality it was like 2p.m. er some shit...
now its 2:50 am.... but my clock.. yeah it says 12:54a.m.
what is that shit?
i changed my lj layout.. i still don't like it.
I should get one of my smart friends to make it nifty.
hopefully it will inspire me to write more often..
I wonder why i do that? i'll write in it steadily after ive altered it..
then when i get tired of it.. i stop? like it should matter or something?
I got violent against my X-friend jason last night.
I just had it.. i couldnt handle it.
I had taken enough of his "get your bitch in check" talk.
When he ended our friendship for NO reason.. what so ever.
I hope he is happy w/ the choices he made.
there is NO going back now. not after last night.
my hair has grown out soo much. its sad. im a hair dresser.. what is wrong w/ me?
That is not normal.
I guess im taking advantage of not working in a salon yet, no one sees me except my friends, and they don't care.
My hair is something i change very frequently..
its been blond for MONTHS now.
im not happy.
I've reached the point where ive done soo much to it.. im running out of idea's.... o well.
p.s. Meridith from the Bachelorette should be shot in the crotch.
k thx.
p.s.s. i feel bad for Lanny.. meridith u bitch.