I'm back on my brother's computer!
I have Vince back, he is in full working order, but for some reason the wireless connection that my neighbour lets me use isn't letting him connect. It's working fine on this machine, just ... not on mine. I know I have the password right, and I get the same result whether I enter the correct password or just keyboardmash into the password box. Not a fucking clue.
Anyway, because of that, I'm not going to be staying up very late unless this problem fixes itself, so I'm sorry if you were looking forward to me being around and I'm not.
I could just use my brother's computer to stay up tonight and do the stuff that I was looking forward to being able to do, but I sort of can't bring myself to because I'm dumb like that, as I explained to
runawayballista:
21:54:44 ohm nom nom: I have to feel secure and familiar and safe
21:54:50 runawayballista: ...
21:54:55 runawayballista: ...XD;
21:55:02 runawayballista: I'M SORRY it just doesn't make sense to me
21:55:03 runawayballista: <3
21:54:59 ohm nom nom: that's why I have to ... idk
21:55:04 ohm nom nom: move all my stuff onto a computer
21:55:26 ohm nom nom: and bookmark things
21:55:31 ohm nom nom: and install things
21:55:35 ohm nom nom: and then I feel at home!
21:55:38 ohm nom nom: and then I can do stuff.
21:55:38 runawayballista: *pat*
21:55:49 ohm nom nom: Otherwise I feel like I've not got much time and I have to hurry and stuff like that
21:55:55 ohm nom nom: and I get all restless and fidgety
21:56:02 ohm nom nom: even when I know I have all night because everyone else has gone to bed
21:56:17 ohm nom nom: I just feel like I can't commit to anything or do anything that requires any more of my time than a little conversation
21:56:25 ohm nom nom: or checking things
I feel uncomfortable having conversations that are anything other than frivolous and I can't even focus enough for
appledcore chat if I don't feel reasonably at home on the computer I'm using e__e That's why I've been lurking in there a lot lately without actually saying anything. That's also why I haven't really been replying to LJ comments recently. I was planning on trying to get back into both Appled and
daisychainrpg tonight AND MAYBE ACTUALLY RPING WITH
vondrakon FOR ONCE AGAIN OR SOMETHING PERHAPS, but ... yeah. I sort of ... can't, or won't, or whatever it is.
Buuuuuuh. I hope this is temporary.
Suggestions are welcome. As ever, I'm using a Mac. (OS 10.4.11, for the curious.)