I loath my self right now.

[orlop]

The Physical Therapist from the child development center called. She had a cancellation and could do an evaluation on DD tomorrow at 09:30. I had to turn her offer away though; I told her I really need a more convenient hour. Either early in the morning or evening because of my work.

I really loath myself for doing this! My kids should come

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[lizzparker]

I'm sorry. I've been blessed for the most part to work for companies that have been good about letting me take time for my kids but I still understand the stress and the pull. You want to do good in both places since you have to work but it's just not that simple. I'd love to be a SAHP. I might get slightly bored but I think I'd do better than I do working and tryign to be a parent. But it's not an option for me either so I try to deal.

[orlop]

they will let me take the time. they can't say anything about medical stuff...but it's a)my conscience and b)having to make up for it when I get back to work. It's really hard to catch up. so for appearance sake I try to make everything not on work hours.
I deal most days. I'm also happy about being a working mother, it sets a good example I think...though it's not the best...the best would be a part time job that pays well.
I deal most days...but today I'm just pissed.