yea ummmmmm.. me a changing?
yea so today i got home from atlantic city.
we went to see the price is right but it wasnt the real one with bob barker lol... but my mom was a contestant and she won a digital camera and this rocker thing.. it was cool.
i couldnt do ne thing there.. besides stay in the hotel room and watch tv.. so much fun.. i could of went to this teen center thing.. but you kno me im shy when it come to that kinda stuff.
there was this cute kid there that i should of talked to but eh what ever.
but before we left i had nikkis sweet 16. it was really really fun.. besides all the drama haha. it did kinda suck cuz the certain someone i like was flirting with someone else.. of course.. but i will deal. he doesnt like me so its not like i should be mad. so its ok.
i realized im deff gonna stop trying to be self conscience. its really gonna be hard.. but i really wanna change my self.. and just live life and not care what everyone else thinks.. hope it happens.
as you can see i have one person on my mind now. not gonna mention him.. but i kno he just thinks im an awesome friend.
we will see .
i was suposed to go to ROTC tomarrow but im not. im just gonna see if ne one wants to hang out or something.
well i have nothing else to say really so im out. later gators.. who the fuck says that? haha i geuss i do ..
we went to see the price is right but it wasnt the real one with bob barker lol... but my mom was a contestant and she won a digital camera and this rocker thing.. it was cool.
i couldnt do ne thing there.. besides stay in the hotel room and watch tv.. so much fun.. i could of went to this teen center thing.. but you kno me im shy when it come to that kinda stuff.
there was this cute kid there that i should of talked to but eh what ever.
but before we left i had nikkis sweet 16. it was really really fun.. besides all the drama haha. it did kinda suck cuz the certain someone i like was flirting with someone else.. of course.. but i will deal. he doesnt like me so its not like i should be mad. so its ok.
i realized im deff gonna stop trying to be self conscience. its really gonna be hard.. but i really wanna change my self.. and just live life and not care what everyone else thinks.. hope it happens.
as you can see i have one person on my mind now. not gonna mention him.. but i kno he just thinks im an awesome friend.
we will see .
i was suposed to go to ROTC tomarrow but im not. im just gonna see if ne one wants to hang out or something.
well i have nothing else to say really so im out. later gators.. who the fuck says that? haha i geuss i do ..