UPDATE
Yea s o i def havent updated in like ever.. myspace has taken over.
I geuss everything is going alright.
i told Kris i liked him.. he doesnt like me back.. its ok i dont mind..
yea i am trying to forget about larry .
its kinda working i geuss
he hates me
that sucks.
but i deserve it big time in a way..
but then i dont cuz like yea im not saying why lol
i kno he thinks im like a piece of shit
its ok im fine with that
wish he could kno that i am sorry for everything
and yea that doesnt matter ne more so lets change the subject
i have been goin go to school for the past week now for ROTC
sucks.. be me, Courtney, Dustin, and ashley are comming up with a sword routine.. its hott cuz you kno we get to use swords and everything <3
i think i will start updating this more often.. its nice to get all my feelings out
you kno through out the months i deff was getting hardcore depressed.. i did some bad shit to myself and i dont kno if i will continue doing it or not. even though i kno it is bad. but it helps.
i wont type it though
courtney knows.. and so does natasha
oh yea i effing hate my school.. they had to do this fucking gay thing with our schedules and i also got separated from everyone on the bus
how gay!
my cousin maryann is gonna be working at my school.. sweet! and my bro scott with be subbing
i had my sweet 16.. it was sweet lol... but brittany wasnt there . it was so fucking weird not having her there.. bestfriend? not at party? what the fuck? its weird.. like if you told me 7 months ago she wasnt gonna be there i would be like 'yea fucking right'
but nope she wasnt..
and gerry didnt go either.. but its ok he is just really shy.. i didnt want himt o be uncompfortable
i have tonsilitus.. joy
but i am going to go so ill updat.. tomarrow