The Want

Oct 03, 2007 20:28

I SPAM YOU. :D hem. sorry. 15 minutes? Maybe?Jaejoong wants ( Read more... )

shorter then edo-kun, jae sufferitus

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mitsu_no October 3 2007, 10:45:09 UTC
aww this is sad and yet beautiful ´__`!!

Is it a indirect YunJae moment =)?

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orionsroad October 3 2007, 10:46:44 UTC
Yeah, Jaejoong is in love or lust with Yunho, but he doesn't want to face it because he thinks it's wrong. :(

Jaejoong, he whispers, eyes so soft and worried, like the touch on his face. <--- is Yunnie, trying to talk to him, but Jae won't listen.

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vanny92 October 3 2007, 10:51:47 UTC
SO ANGSTY!!!
Okay, I've had my daily dose of angst.
THANKS.
hahaha.

<33333333

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orionsroad October 3 2007, 12:56:10 UTC
:D *offes side-cookies* Some sweets with your angst? hemhem.

♥♥♥ backatchya!

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blurmeese October 3 2007, 11:31:08 UTC
oh my. Now if I can do that in 15mins....XD

Beautiful, beautiful fic! I like Jae's interaction with all the other members and how there's this sad, somewhat angry undertone to this. Mem!!

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orionsroad October 3 2007, 12:57:36 UTC
♥ Glad you like it! It is a bit sad and angry and frustrating, isn't it? *glumly pokes it*

Not so hard, it was just musings and procrastination. XP

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wmelon_kaiye October 3 2007, 11:42:18 UTC
WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO JAEJOONG?
I wanna kick you
so hard
*kicks*

there

(looks away)

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orionsroad October 3 2007, 12:58:38 UTC
BECUZ HE'S SO EASY TO TORTURE, Y/Y?

Owies? I'm sowwy. :( Uhm. Yunho bursts into the bathroom afterwards and kisses him stupid...? ^_^;;

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wmelon_kaiye October 3 2007, 13:00:04 UTC
ROFL *dies*

I moo you.

As punishment for making Jae suffer, I demand that you write more =D

Please? XD

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fallofdark October 3 2007, 13:12:25 UTC
Aww, this is so sad. Jaejoong is being in denial with his want (lust?) for Yunho (I hope I interpreted your drabble right XD;).

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orionsroad October 3 2007, 13:37:02 UTC
Yep, that's the basic jist of it, though I'm not sure he's so much in denial as unable to accept it. He knows what it is, and how he feels, he just also 'knows' it's wrong and he shouldn't feel this way. I dunno if there is a word for that...? (erm, besides homophobic, that is. O_o)

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fallofdark October 3 2007, 13:43:11 UTC
Woot. I got it right! XD

This is definitely a refreshing approach to JaeHo from the usual mutual romance, hidey relationship and all that jazz. What Jae is facing in this is very much like how one would react in reality, and I think you portrayed his feelings really well.

Kudos and cookies to you, hun ♥

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orionsroad October 3 2007, 16:35:57 UTC
I think it's a hard thing to deal with, reality, in a Jaeho fic. I mean, the angst of homophobia and stuff is enough usually, but I mean, for them really it's almost impossible. Being Korean, and also so very much in the public eye, I don't think there's really a realistic way of dealing with their relationship. It's either completely hidden, or it's not there at all. I think that's why most people choose not to deal with it - it tends to get heavily in the way of the Jaeho. ^^;

But thank you, I'm glad you think so. It's odd looking at it again now tho - I think I actually meant the other three members to actually all be commenting on different things. Yoochun wants him to accept the love/lust he has, Junsu wants him to banish it (nobody talks about his religion either hm), and Changmin is frustrated at how much Jaejoong feels all of this and how much of a big deal he's making out of it.

*nibbles on cookies*

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