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Gah I don't know what I'm doing here. It's kind of weird and I'm just kind of vegetating. I'm trying a bit harder but it's hard to adapt. I've met a bunch of people but I wouldn't call any of them friends. And I'm afraid that I'm not really going to make any. And I know blah blah "You will you will" but what if I don't. No one can know that. I just don't make friends that easily. One good thing happened because I'm in Rocky now and I'll meet some people through that. I just want a goddamn boyfriend goddammit. Who isn't the suck. AND YOU KNOWWW. Anyway my head hurts and I'm kind of lonely and I want to lose weight. I wish I liked parties and socializing. GAHHHH. This is weird. I don't know i dunnoooooo. I just wish I could like... I DONT KNOW BE DOING SOMETHING. It's friday night and what am i doing nothing nothing nothing. gah.