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I think that the people who are special are the ones who are smart enough to realize that no one is special.
Most things that are true contradict themselves. That is why it is so hard to figure anything out for certain.
I have been being such a flaky loser. I do not come to school because I just want to sleep but them mom gets angry and I'm miserable because there is nothing to do and I just fluff away the time. How can 14 hours go by so fast and I have nothing to show for it?
I get very angry easily now. I think it is only when I am around certain people. Or when people ask me certain questions. I think the thing about this is, that I have a certain set of beliefs and reasons that show why I am not something and why I do not like to be classified, so when someone tells me that I sound like a buddhist or I should be a buddhist because my beliefs reflect that I get angry. Almost as angry as when people tell me they are half-Jewish. Fuck, the only reason why I say I am Agnostic is because I had the belief that there will NEVER be an answer to whether there is a God or not so there is no point in believing either one of those things. Why would someone set themselves up like that? It's a leap of faith either way and people will fight for their beliefs regarding that forever and NEVER MAKE ANY PROGRESS. So much time has been wasted and lives have been lost arguing over something that can not be solved. So being Agnostic is not being lazy and saying "Oh hell, who cares", it is more of a LOGIC thing. I believed this before and the word Agnostic is something that defines that belief. It is not a set of codes and does not restrict the way I live my life, it is just a lot easier to say "I am Agnostic" than go on an entire schpiel about my religious (or lack of religious) beliefs.
I HATE THESE CLASSIFICATIONS. People who lump themselves into a group and let themselves be dictated by a set of moral laws while not forming any opinions of their own and letting themselves be controlled. That is the generally accepted way to live your life. I think that is ridiculous. I think that you should come up with your own personality and own set of morals that are not ridiculous but are made using COMMON SENSE and LOGIC that most people seem to lack when they let themselves be controlled by a larger machine. People would be so much more interesting if they did that.
Jesus Tapdancing Christ, am I judgemental. I judge the fuck out of everyone, and I am sure they do it to me so it is all good. But seriously. Some people are so stupid it makes me want to hurt myself.
I am so done this.
Most things that are true contradict themselves. That is why it is so hard to figure anything out for certain.
I have been being such a flaky loser. I do not come to school because I just want to sleep but them mom gets angry and I'm miserable because there is nothing to do and I just fluff away the time. How can 14 hours go by so fast and I have nothing to show for it?
I get very angry easily now. I think it is only when I am around certain people. Or when people ask me certain questions. I think the thing about this is, that I have a certain set of beliefs and reasons that show why I am not something and why I do not like to be classified, so when someone tells me that I sound like a buddhist or I should be a buddhist because my beliefs reflect that I get angry. Almost as angry as when people tell me they are half-Jewish. Fuck, the only reason why I say I am Agnostic is because I had the belief that there will NEVER be an answer to whether there is a God or not so there is no point in believing either one of those things. Why would someone set themselves up like that? It's a leap of faith either way and people will fight for their beliefs regarding that forever and NEVER MAKE ANY PROGRESS. So much time has been wasted and lives have been lost arguing over something that can not be solved. So being Agnostic is not being lazy and saying "Oh hell, who cares", it is more of a LOGIC thing. I believed this before and the word Agnostic is something that defines that belief. It is not a set of codes and does not restrict the way I live my life, it is just a lot easier to say "I am Agnostic" than go on an entire schpiel about my religious (or lack of religious) beliefs.
I HATE THESE CLASSIFICATIONS. People who lump themselves into a group and let themselves be dictated by a set of moral laws while not forming any opinions of their own and letting themselves be controlled. That is the generally accepted way to live your life. I think that is ridiculous. I think that you should come up with your own personality and own set of morals that are not ridiculous but are made using COMMON SENSE and LOGIC that most people seem to lack when they let themselves be controlled by a larger machine. People would be so much more interesting if they did that.
Jesus Tapdancing Christ, am I judgemental. I judge the fuck out of everyone, and I am sure they do it to me so it is all good. But seriously. Some people are so stupid it makes me want to hurt myself.
I am so done this.