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Title: New Horizon
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Romance , Angst
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Jin loved his brother so much. But one day Reio lied to him about seeing his friend Kazuya in Hokkaido ,he was in over happiness little did he
know that he’ll meet his death on a fire. After the eventful night Jin wanted revenge and he will definitely make Kazuya want that he’s the one
dead and not Reio.
( Chapter 1 ) Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 chapter 7 Chapter 8 (Chapter 9 ) Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20 Chapter 21 Chapter 22 Chapter 23
A/N: Hope you still remember this fic (・_・ヾ . Thank you for the comments and messages, it made me continue writing this. Thank you so muchヾ(＾∇＾)
UPDATE:
Chapter 24
Boxes were moved to the storage room of a convenience store. The cramped room was not lighted and was only dependent on the light coming from the slightly opened door.
He pushed his back at the boxes and slid down his head lightly as to not damage anything. It was so exhausting that his eyes felt so heavy and his body’s protesting a rest already.
He knows it, he overworked his body again today. He’s doing it until his body can’t feel and do anything but to sleep. This way he can earn more money and a much cheaper alternative to sleeping pills, since it’s been such a long time when he can still afford it anyway.
Blankly looking at the only light from the room he played the door, pushing using his feet then it springs back and he pushes it back again.
“Persistent … huh?” he muttered at the door like it’s something that challenges him.
He amused himself for a while but unfortunately this time he kicked the door harder that it eventually closed and didn’t spring back.
Now it’s all dark and he can feel his body’s protesting again. Like his body has its own life.
How pathetic. His life.
Today is not just an ordinary day for him. Three years and it still hurt like it’s just yesterday. It hurts so much and it’s draining his life away.
Tired. His body is pleading to rest but his heart is pleading to forget.
“It’s so unfair…” he complained and smiled sadly “…you’re the only one who can forget.”
“It’s so unfair… I still love you so much&rdquo
He paused and sighed.
“You even don’t know my name anymore” he added touching the ring on his necklace.
“Jin?” he heard a knock and the sudden light blinded him for a second.
“Hey, no fair! You’re taking a rest here while I’m busy with so many customers” the younger man complained.
“I’m not resting” he said and got up from the floor and pushed the man aside. “I’ll take it from here, you can take your rest if you want” he added, winking to the man.
“Yeah right” he said but followed Jin instead “… with our strict boss as if I could rest”
Jin just smiled.
“Hey Jin, let’s go out after this?”
“I’m too tired to go out tonight, maybe some other time…”
“You’re always tired” he grumbled. “Oh yeah, you know a new magazine’s out” he added but Jin didn’t reply.
“You know, it has your favorite model…” he stopped to remember his name “Kamenashi?”
Jin was stunned upon hearing the name. He looked at him intensely with a tinge of embarrassment.
“I-I don’t read fashion magazines” Jin tried to cover up but failed.
“And who said it was a fashion magazine?”
“Kusano, I don’t.read.magazines” he said in a dangerous tone.
“Fine, fine”
Jin now turned to their customer but didn’t miss the mischievous looks from Kusano.
“I saw you checking his pictures the other day, and you were so into it. Smiling to yourself like some idiot. I didn’t know that he was really your idol, until now” Kusano stated, grinning.
“I’m not. I don’t know what you’re talking about”
“Don’t worry. It’s okay!” Kusano patted Jin’s shoulder “It’s okay to idolize a man. I mean, he is really beautiful and the clothes really fit him, so there’s no problem at all.”
“I can even understand you smiling at his picture” he continued talking when Jin furrowed his eyebrows then he took out the magazine “Look, he is perfect” he added, eyes glued at the picture.
Jin slowly looked at the picture. Kazuya clad with his flashy clothes. After the incident, Kazuya became a model for a magazine and caught the attention of great number of people. He even got eight whole pages of the magazine now.
He smiled happily. ‘I’m sure he’ll be holding his magazine forever’ he chuckled to himself as he imagined the sight.
“I bet all girls are after him… how lucky” he heard Kusano said “…and here we are stuck in a conbini for the night. We can’t go clubbing. No girls” he added sighing heavily.
“Do you think he has someone now?” Kusano asked and Jin’s smile gradually disappeared.
“I don’t know…probably” Jin answered hurt by his own words.
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“Still not sleeping?” Yamapi kissed his cheek and brushed his hair. “You’ve been looking at that since this morning “ he added, smiling.
Ever since his memory was restructured. Yamapi was the one who took Jin’s part in Kazuya’s life. Kazuya’s memory of his family was there but it was changed as to not Kazuya feel guilty for their deaths. He continued to study but after the incident, both him and Pi attended different University outside Japan, attempting to leave every bad memories behind.
“Pi?” Kazuya blinked when he felt the weight on the other side of the bed. He smiled back to Pi and put down the magazine “I didn’t notice you enter”
“…because you’re so busy with that” pointing at the magazine beside him.
“But I’m in eight pages…” Kazuya said happily.
“I know, but don’t you think you need to sleep now?” Pi said raising his eyebrows and pulling up the sheets to them.
“You still have a photoshoot tomorrow. . .” Pi added.
“I was just about to sleep before you came in…” Kazuya defended laying his head and moving closer to Yamapi.
“I just can’t sleep…” Kazuya uttered.
“Hm?” Pi uttered “Something’s bothering you?”
Kazuya shook his head vaguely “Nothing…” he paused “…I don’t know” he said in confusion.
“You know that I can’t sleep alone…” he added in a low voice and Pi smiled pulling him closer to him.
He kissed Kazuya’s eyelids down to his nose then lips as he cuddled his hair. “I should’ve cancelled my meeting”
Kazuya closed his eyes and he felt his lips getting moist. Yamapi kissed Kazuya deeper, roaming inside, tasting him. It’s the best feeling. Having Kazuya beside him, hugging and kissing him. Waking up every day to see him. He couldn’t ask for anything else.
ll he wanted his life is already in front of him. It’s not a dream anymore.
“I love you” Yamapi whispered and he felt Kazuya smiled on his skin.
“Never leave me okay?” Yamapi added and Kazuya nodded.
Yamapi hugged Kazuya under the blanket. Kazuya smiled as he felt Yampapi’s lips on his forehead.
The kiss was so sweet and Kazuya closed his eyes to feel it. He inhaled Yamapi’s scent and hugged him closer as he cupped his face with his eyes still closed. The man he loves was above him.
amapi’s with him. He told to himself as he tried to make his heart beat faster with his presence.
After he woke up in the hospital that day, Yamapi was always beside him, supported him, loved him. He should be so happy.
I am. he answered himself. He knows it, Yamapi’s the reason for all these happiness but sometimes he felt that he doesn’t belong here.
As if he is abandoning something so important that makes his heart in such pain.
“What’s wrong?” he was startled when he suddenly heard Pi’s voice then he felt his fingers brushed on his wet cheeks.
“I-I am crying? . . .” he murmured, surprised.
“Tell me. . . what’s the problem?” Yamapi asked.
Kazuya forced a smile and wiped out his tears “Nothing. My body feels so weird…” he said making Yamapi looked more worried.
“You don’t feel well?”
Kazuya shook his head, smiling “No. I feel fine and healthy. Maybe I’m just too happy?” he said to cheer the other one, who doesn’t looked so convince.
“Don’t worry, really….” he assured and hugged Pi closer to him.
“I love you…” Kazuya said and Pi cuddled him, feeling more relieved.
“If something’s bothering you, just tell me, okay?” Pi whispered then he felt Kazuya nodded.
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“Hey Jin! Come on. Look. Let’s go inside” Kusano insisted and pulled Jin who was frowning and looking bored.
“Stop acting like it’s your first time going inside a club” Jin demanded.
“But it is…” Kusano exclaimed as his eyes wandered inside the club
“Seriously?” Jin uttered “…how old are you??” he added murmuring
But Kusano just looked at him innocently “You know, there are people out there who doesn’t prefer places like this. Maybe I’m one of them … before” he paused and grinned at Jin “…but right now I really want to have fun here. So please take care and teach me the basics, master!” he added.
Jin just rolled his eyes as he ordered some drinks for them and took the nearest table.
“Shit” Kusano expressed as his eyes were glued on a sexy blonde making out with a guy “… Jin she’s so hot”
“Don’t look at them , stupid” Jin rolled his eyes and emptied another glass of beer.
“Can’t help it… There’s nothing to do…” Kusano grunted “ You’re only drinking. I told you to teach me the moves!”
“I’m just here to drink. Nothing else” he explained.
“No flirting?” Kusano asked and Jin nodded.
“You know you’re really handsome, Jin. I bet you can even get that hot girl over there…” Kusano disagreed but Jin just ignored him.
“Jin! look she’s going here…” Kusano whispered impatiently trying his best to hide excitement beside.
The girl that was making out a while ago was now going towards them with a playful smirk on her face. She was looking directly at Jin.
But he can’t feel anything. His body just feels so numb like there’s no more life in to it. He doesn’t even know why he’s still waking every morning.
Why not try to play along?
He closed his eyes and next thing he felt was a wet lips on him. He needs this. He also has his urges, his needs.
He is a man after all.
But as he tries it more, the harder it is for him to like it.
He opened his eyes hoping for the alcohol to take effect on him, at least let him see the face he longs to see.
Kazuya? His vision became clearer and it wasn’t him.
“I’m sorry…” he mumbled and left the girl behind him. He can’t do it after all. He’s still trapped within his past.
Trapped with a person who will never know how much he loved him.
Jin smiled sadly as he took out the page he ripped from the magazine.
“You’re unfair… how could you make me love you like this” he uttered as his smile fades away.
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ldquo;Kamenashi-san, please look here” Kazuya heard the photographer and turned that way. Flashes from the photographer’s camera overwhelm him. It just makes him so happy. He flashed another bright smile and flaunted his branded clothes in front of them.
The camera and people just loves him so much. He gained more popularity than the other models in a short time making him debut in showbiz. He’ll be more active in TV commercials now since he just signed a year of contract with a company. They’re even talking about an album.
Yamapi hugged him from the back as the photoshoot finishes.
“Babe… want to get out of here and have some fun?” Yamapi teased him.
Kazuya just smiled playfully and turned around to give him a peck.
“You’re so busy lately…” Yamapi protested.
“I’m sorry Pi… so many projects are coming and I just can’t turn it down. You know I owe it all to them so I need to comply with them” Kazuya explained.
“It’s okay, I’m just telling that you need to take care more of yourself….”
“I am, and you too… Mr. Yamashita” he played his hair “should take care of yourself…”
“Yes sir!” Yamapi replied making Kazuya laugh.
“Care for a lunch with me?” Yamapi suggested and he nodded.
Yamapi always goes to his tapings and photoshoots and he wonders if he still can manage for his company. His father left him that and yet it feels like he forsakes it sometime just to be with him and Kazuya feels guilty for that.
He feels like Yamapi’s always guarding and watching him, he doesn’t even know for what.
Maybe just a protective boyfriend… but sometimes it’s too much.
“I heard there’s a grand opening for your next endorsement?” Pi asked him.
“Yes…on the 18th” he replied and Pi immediately checked his calendar.
“You should’ve told me earlier! I’ll have a meeting on that day…” he frowned.
“I forgot, and besides I can handle myself so don’t worry…” he smiled and assured him “You’re too protective, I promise to call you”
amapi was just silent, not agreeing with the idea.
“It’s just one night Pi…” he forced a smile.
“Fine… don’t forget to answer my calls…” Yamapi declared.
Kazuya smiled widely “Thank you so much”
He felt giddy and excited. Maybe for the reason of having the night for himself. He just really felt something good will happen. People were approaching him and they all want to talk to him. He can feel their eyes on him.
The center of attention.
His name was called and he walked up on the stage, smiling at everyone. It’s so surreal. At some point he felt that it wasn’t his life anymore. He’s just living and behaving like what other people want him to do.
He doesn’t know what he wants or what he needs.
Does he exist because of his job? his fans? Yamapi?
So many questions that no one can answer and everything just seems so . . . Fake.
He felt so restless without even doing much and he wants to go home. His phone was vibrating and he knew who was calling. And even so he just doesn’t feel like answering it, so he waited until the vibration ended.
“Wine , sir?” he heard and when he looked around he saw a guy with a bright smile with gleaming eyes.
‘Another fanboy.’ he concluded on his mind but he took the glass as well as forced a smile.
But when he was about to go the guy talked again.
“You’re so beautiful in person…” he heard .
“I am really really your fan. I always have you’re the magazines were you’re in” he continued “…but sometimes I can only just take a look at it since I have no money, but you know buying it is so worth it”
Kazuya smiled again, at least he can make the guy happy and the guy then followed him behind.
“Uhm excuse me… but will you not get fired with what you are doing?” Kazuya said politely but he just stared at him.
“I mean you talking to the guests and following me” he stressed out making himself clear.
“Oh, that’s so kind of you to have a concern to me, but don’t worry…. I can lose my job just to talk to you and maybe an autograph?” he asked.
“Please?” he insisted and brought out a paper and ballpen.
“O-okay…” Kazuya agreed, he seems like a nice guy anyway.
“I’ll tell you the truth… I’m not really a staff here…” the guy blurted out. “I sneaked here, just to see you” he said.
“Are you crazy?” Kazuya raised his eyebrows, surprised for the confession. Confused if he’ll get scared or happy.
“You know I can call the security now, are you a stalker??” he stated backing away a little.
“No!no. Please don’t be afraid, I just really want an autograph. I don’t care if I’ll even lose my job for this” he smiled even more.
“You’re weird…” Kazuya said but that made him smile, knowing that there’s someone who can actually go as far like this, to even sacrifice a job.
“Please sign this…. please?” he gave the paper again and Kazuya took it.
“We’ll always support you!” he smiled cheerfully “I’m Kusano Hironori by the way…”
“Kusano?” he asked, smiling while writing his name and dedication on the paper.
“Oh and can you also write for my friend? He’s really a fan too”
“Where is your friend?” Kazuya asked, excitedly looking for another fan.
“He’s too shy to go here” he said making Kazuya blush and smile more.
“Really? Too bad for him then”
“Yes! and I think he’ll faint if he’ll see you. That’s how much he is a fan”
Kazuya laughed, amused at what he said.
“Okay then, I’ll write to him then…” he said “What’s his name?”
“Jin Akanishi…” Kusano uttered “…he really loves you, you know”
Kazuya suddenly stopped from writing.
“Jin Akanishi…” he repeated and for a very long time he felt his heart beat weirdly.