Aug 22, 2005 13:46
Ok so dad didnt say anything about american idol. He did however call today and say "Go ahead and make an appointment to get your hair done, and dont worry about the weeding of the front yard" I of course was pleased as could be, but right away said "No, Im still doing the weeding, I dont want anything for free" which made me feel instantly proud and better than my money hungry sister *beams*
I had a session with Linda today, for those of you who dont know who Linda is..she is..and I say this very fondly...my shrink. I like to call her my shrink because she is helping me shrink my madness. haha Anyway she made me feel much better about things today, and on top of that I may be getting my hair done, which makes any girl feel better.
I feel oddly...whats the word...euphoric today, which is such an extreme from yesterdays emotions. Its happening again. The rollercoaster of emotions with no inbetween. WAY up or WAY down. Im tired of it. I cant wait till next week..I get to see my meds doctor again and try to get myself on all the proper meds. Linda thinks I have some kind of chronic anxiety something or other cause Im always worried and stressed about really silly things. Who knows. Anyway, I shall write later and perhaps have pics of my new hair-do !!! Ta ta