Mar 03, 2004 15:24
bronx science could have kicked the bronx's ass in the shakespeare competition yesterday, unforetunately there was a bit of bribery and racial profiling that ensued and thus I am out of the running. The good news is I got a little sexy shakespeare statue after winning the vote from the other competitors. I was also greatly complemented and I had fun. I love acting, I revel in it. It's invigorating to alter your environment and live in this fantastical world previously unbeknown to you. Also, it never gets dull. There's a certain fervor about it that is its one constant. I've been thinking lately that I might enjoy it so much due to the fact that I have yet to grasp who I am, and I find myself constantly mimicking the personalities of those who surround me. I'm still struggling over whether its instinctual, another side affect of being an actor, or simply the insecurities and unsurities i have regarding who i am. I also wish i could sing so that i could do musicals, but then maybe i would have never come to terms with my passion for directing. Everything happens for a reason....maybe.