Nov 16, 2006 17:06
Grar, how is it I can be content with life but depressed all the time at the same time? I miss everyone. I miss not seeing anyone. I hate ohio. I like the school. That's the only thing keeping me here and yet I feel like I'm wasting my life this semester. I hope next semester is better, I don't want to feel depressed and like I'm wasting my life away in Ohio forever. Thanksgiving break is soon, I'm excited and I better get to see lots of people, or else I'll be really sad some more. I hate this feeling. I wish all of my classes monday and my psych class on tuesday were all cancelled and I could not work and just go home saturday after my band thingy. I could be there for people who could use it instead of sitting here worrying about them. Grar.