Days...
Its days like these when everything just seems to happen...its nights like last night. Its so funny how you think things are so "perfect" but they really are not...and you are just too blind to see it. Its also interesting to sit there listen to someone tell you they just "don't have any feelings for you what so ever"...and have basically been lying to you for over a month for no real apparent reason...and then today finding out that that in fact was a lie and its now something completly different...something that really doesn't even deal with me...whon knows. I hate this feeling though--I was finally thinking i wouldnt have to feel it anymore...hopefully tomorrow will be a better day an I'll get the answers I need and want...who knows. LOL
Ugh...i start school tomorrow! AHHHH. Oh well...its not like its hard...one damn class..writing from 3:15-4:35...oh yeah, tough day I know1 LOL. But still...i don't want to go...no school is fun! Well, at least aly will be there with me to suffer...yay.
Oh yeah...and I truly have the best friend in the WORLD. I cry...I call...she's there. Gotta love it! An my big brother is pretty awesome too. And i even have to give major props to my mom on this one...lol.
Ugh...i start school tomorrow! AHHHH. Oh well...its not like its hard...one damn class..writing from 3:15-4:35...oh yeah, tough day I know1 LOL. But still...i don't want to go...no school is fun! Well, at least aly will be there with me to suffer...yay.
Oh yeah...and I truly have the best friend in the WORLD. I cry...I call...she's there. Gotta love it! An my big brother is pretty awesome too. And i even have to give major props to my mom on this one...lol.