So...it's almost four in the morning
I'm so sleepy. I was just hit with a wave of tiredness. God, It's almost four in the morning and I couldn't be happier. Earlier this weekend on Friday was when it all started. We went out with Cody and saw some comic improv group. To be honest I could tell that nobody initially wanted to go, and I'm not going to lie to you that once we got there, it still seemed like it was going to be corny and stupid. But maybe about a half hour into it, it became pleasant and funny. I was laughing, and then I became conscious that I wasn't the only one there, so I looked to my right and I saw all my friends wearing the same grin that I was. And I was happier on the inside because of it.
Later that night we ate out. Kim, John, Gabe, Cody and I got some Chipotle and had fun. We came back to the dorm and watched Jumanji. Cody, being the, I want to say gentleman, he is wouldn't sit on the bed with me. We were watching it on John's laptop. So John, Kim, and Gabe were well situated on his bunk and I was on top on Chang's bed. Cody wouldn't come...I'm sure he was afraid something would happen. But then Kim insisted that he move up and watch with us. He listened to her...hehe. So he laid down on the bed as did I. He's rather tall so he couldn't watch the movie and lay down, so he choose to sleep. My hand was close to his, and I could feel his moving toward mine. Slowly inching it's way toward me. Hmmm..I feel like I'm writing some trite (thanks for the word Gabe) romance novel. Even more so now, my heart was pounding in anticipation. I kept on wondering if our hands would ever meet. They did. I put mine closer to his, and finally we were holding hands. Of course, this was only under the pretense of him being asleep. Do I care? No, because I understand the situation. And while it may seem incredibly one sided, I know he feels for me. Will I still be able to say this after a couple of months? I don't know. But I'm going to be on his radio show on Monday, with Kathy and Kimberly. When the movie ended he immediately let go of my hand as the lights were turned on.
I have no idea what's been going on lately
and I just wish you would come over and explain things
and why do they do it, they show up anyway
when they know that damn well
there's no room for promotions out here
and maybe their smart
and maybe I'm just stupid
for laughing at your jokes
Just felt like including lyrics, it's not how I feel, it's just something I felt like putting...lol.
Anyways, Saturday was amazingly fun too. Went shopping, I feel good I accomplished a lot lol. I bought shit. I got a sweater, cheap swimming trunks (everyone is calling them board shorts, but whatever). I bought my friend a mug, and vice versa, it was two for twelve so we each got one. That was fun. I wanted sunglasses though, I still do. We went to Sunglass Hut and everything there is incredibly expensive. I also got Kathy her birthday present. I don't know what I'm going to do for Christmas though. We also got to go the mall where John's parents work, Gabe and I explored the furniture, and stalked Kimberly around the mall. That was fun...god the chairs there are so comfortable.
"I need a good rocking chair in my life"
Then we left, and we dropped Kathy back off here at the dorms because she was going to a winter formal with Trey. We then found Carabba's, an Italian restaurant. It was pretty good, I still would've preferred Olive Garden, but only because of the amazing soup and endless bread sticks. Sunday was fun too. Just hung out all day with Gabe and Kimberly. We went swimming at Gregory gym and it was soo cold. But I put up with it, Kim did too, but Gabe was just too in love with the hot tub to go swim with us, and it was pretty cold, I won't lie. But I'm glad they went with me, I wouldn't have had fun if they wouldn't have gone.
Earlier tonight we just stayed up after everyone hashed out their feelings with each other. Lots of drama this weekend. LOTS! Lots of couple drama. *God...I'm not typing as fluently as I'd like to, my neck hurts too* Hmmm...but yeah we all met in Gabe's room and just talked. It was great, we barely finished at three I guess. It was fun, I felt really connected to everyone. I know I haven't known them that long, but I feel that these are people that are going to be in my life for a LONG time. I really hope so. I like everyone a lot. And they've put up with me a lot. I'm glad I came here, and I hope that I do well enough this week on the finals to continue coming here. This weeks going to be hell for me....who am I kidding, it's going to suck for everyone taking a college course, but...pray for me I guess....
Goodnight everyone...
~Michael....
Later that night we ate out. Kim, John, Gabe, Cody and I got some Chipotle and had fun. We came back to the dorm and watched Jumanji. Cody, being the, I want to say gentleman, he is wouldn't sit on the bed with me. We were watching it on John's laptop. So John, Kim, and Gabe were well situated on his bunk and I was on top on Chang's bed. Cody wouldn't come...I'm sure he was afraid something would happen. But then Kim insisted that he move up and watch with us. He listened to her...hehe. So he laid down on the bed as did I. He's rather tall so he couldn't watch the movie and lay down, so he choose to sleep. My hand was close to his, and I could feel his moving toward mine. Slowly inching it's way toward me. Hmmm..I feel like I'm writing some trite (thanks for the word Gabe) romance novel. Even more so now, my heart was pounding in anticipation. I kept on wondering if our hands would ever meet. They did. I put mine closer to his, and finally we were holding hands. Of course, this was only under the pretense of him being asleep. Do I care? No, because I understand the situation. And while it may seem incredibly one sided, I know he feels for me. Will I still be able to say this after a couple of months? I don't know. But I'm going to be on his radio show on Monday, with Kathy and Kimberly. When the movie ended he immediately let go of my hand as the lights were turned on.
I have no idea what's been going on lately
and I just wish you would come over and explain things
and why do they do it, they show up anyway
when they know that damn well
there's no room for promotions out here
and maybe their smart
and maybe I'm just stupid
for laughing at your jokes
Just felt like including lyrics, it's not how I feel, it's just something I felt like putting...lol.
Anyways, Saturday was amazingly fun too. Went shopping, I feel good I accomplished a lot lol. I bought shit. I got a sweater, cheap swimming trunks (everyone is calling them board shorts, but whatever). I bought my friend a mug, and vice versa, it was two for twelve so we each got one. That was fun. I wanted sunglasses though, I still do. We went to Sunglass Hut and everything there is incredibly expensive. I also got Kathy her birthday present. I don't know what I'm going to do for Christmas though. We also got to go the mall where John's parents work, Gabe and I explored the furniture, and stalked Kimberly around the mall. That was fun...god the chairs there are so comfortable.
"I need a good rocking chair in my life"
Then we left, and we dropped Kathy back off here at the dorms because she was going to a winter formal with Trey. We then found Carabba's, an Italian restaurant. It was pretty good, I still would've preferred Olive Garden, but only because of the amazing soup and endless bread sticks. Sunday was fun too. Just hung out all day with Gabe and Kimberly. We went swimming at Gregory gym and it was soo cold. But I put up with it, Kim did too, but Gabe was just too in love with the hot tub to go swim with us, and it was pretty cold, I won't lie. But I'm glad they went with me, I wouldn't have had fun if they wouldn't have gone.
Earlier tonight we just stayed up after everyone hashed out their feelings with each other. Lots of drama this weekend. LOTS! Lots of couple drama. *God...I'm not typing as fluently as I'd like to, my neck hurts too* Hmmm...but yeah we all met in Gabe's room and just talked. It was great, we barely finished at three I guess. It was fun, I felt really connected to everyone. I know I haven't known them that long, but I feel that these are people that are going to be in my life for a LONG time. I really hope so. I like everyone a lot. And they've put up with me a lot. I'm glad I came here, and I hope that I do well enough this week on the finals to continue coming here. This weeks going to be hell for me....who am I kidding, it's going to suck for everyone taking a college course, but...pray for me I guess....
Goodnight everyone...
~Michael....