May 19, 2006 00:39
so here it is CSUMB.
i went to physics...the class i hate with more passion then i even thought i had in me. its a stupid class. i was failing, talked to him, told me not to worry about it, nearly two weeks ago. we had this HUGE 20 page annotated bibliography due that same week i talk to him, that was 100 points, the project that decides weather or not you pass or fail. i was freaking out! i didnt think i did it write, i stressed everything....today i had my final in that class. worried if i didnt pass this class i wouldnt be able to keep my ra job...blah blah blah. i studied A LOT! all night, a whold week of no partying, a whole week of complete dedication to school, mainly physics. i go to take the test today, i feel real confident about the test, i feel real good and feel like i will at least pass it. and thats all i care about. when i go to turn in my final to him, the ta (who im still convinced sleeps with the teacher) hands me my annotated bibliography, she says "you did incredible on this!" i looked at my paper...expecting maybe a B+, NO! I got a 100%!!!! I was like "what?!?!", the teacher turns to me and says, "yeah! this is awesome, can i keep it? I wanna show it to my future classes!" still in shock i just stood there...dumbfounded. I respond to him, "ummm, sure...you want this copy? i mean i guess you can have this copy i dont have a fridge to hang it on anymore." he laughed and says, "just email it to me," I was like OMG! I told them thank you and left the classroom, QUICKLY, thinking they might change their mind or something on the grade! LOL! I run home, tell everyone and their mother! I admit, I cried...a little. I just thought it was the best thing to end all of my classes and all of my first freshman year with! I was shock and amazed as i was then and still am NOW!
When i got home, Kate and I went to fishermans wharf to get seafood and other stuff! we came home hung out and she tried to get me to stay up super late, but i wouldnt because i have work tomorrow. And all of a sudden when i was hanging out with her, I just started crying, i couldnt stop myself, i just did. I dont konw why? I blamed it on her leaving but it was like my emotions just lost control. I hate crying too! I really dont know why i cried and still dont, i think this was a great year for me. This freshman college life is over and now i am officially a college sophomore...i can hardly believe it but its true. Amazing i actually made it through my first year! tomorrow is my last day, and saturday i will be back at home! yay!