Feb 20, 2010 20:14
it's hard to live here sometimes.
about 99% of every friend I have made here (that are close)
come from money.
and when they have something great in their life happen
i.e. getting married, get a car, getting a house
i'm very happy for them, but it makes me wonder...
i'm not the type of person to give a crap if im rich or how many expensive things I have
hell, i love my car and wouldn't give it up...
but sometimes i wonder if I am that way because I never had it...
and I wonder if I'm changing who I am
bc I know I will never be that way...
I need to get back into school so I can make more money.
those kind of thoughts... they are what I am worried about.