i hope..

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that i'm drunker than i think..

but tracey just confirmed (i think) that i would
listen to her or chuck? over him..

he doesn't get that i take every single thing that he tells me
to heart.

thats why im so sensitive.

everything he tells
i try to deal with
i think about changing so he likes me more.

why should i change something about myself
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nevermind. apparently i just heard something