who needs a thyroid any ways?
im sitting here, drinking coffee.. wondering what i should do now.
everyone has their different opinion.. but what do I think?
well. something's wrong. my thyroid has "betrayed" me
and now it doesn't respond to the synthroid.. which right now isn't worst case deathtastic
but they said it can get that way,
and it will get that way fast if i don't do anything
my auto immune thyroid disease isn't the worst case scenario
but if i don't start getting the proper meds then it will get that way
they described the symptoms..i have them.
my hair is falling out more than usual but not in clumps
dry skin. problems with using the bathroom, fatigue.. yadda yadda yadda
but they're not bad yet.
also it makes since in why i was having complications about 6 or 8 months ago
but i have tried to move past that but it just brings back that memory.
i wish it would rain
i'd just sit outside in it
let the rain run off my nose onto my chest
until i become soaked
then maybe i'll have a sign telling me what to do
this place makes me sick.
but they said that if i don't respond to that then i'll have to go undergo more tests
surgery
blah blah all those words running together as one big loud noise not making any sense whatsoever
so the choice.
get the hell out of here and start my new life like i wanted
stay here for about a month, maybe a little less. let them keep a check, and then go and they can forward all my info up there
.. and my fortune cookie.. i know this sounds gay but it said
do not haste, prosperity will come soon enough
and i know prosperity deals with fortune in the financial sense but i looked it up and it also means
1. a successful, flourishing, or thriving condition,
and by me getting out of here i'd be in a a more thriving condition :)
but im thinking sense they already know the just of what's going on
and for financial reasons
i should stay here until they get it regulated
and then move
and keep my check ups
something that goes against all of what I want
I COULD BE UP THERE ALREADY!!!!
everyone's ready!!
ergh.
but patience. letting my body get well.
they already know what's going on.
they have a clear path.
everyone has their different opinion.. but what do I think?
well. something's wrong. my thyroid has "betrayed" me
and now it doesn't respond to the synthroid.. which right now isn't worst case deathtastic
but they said it can get that way,
and it will get that way fast if i don't do anything
my auto immune thyroid disease isn't the worst case scenario
but if i don't start getting the proper meds then it will get that way
they described the symptoms..i have them.
my hair is falling out more than usual but not in clumps
dry skin. problems with using the bathroom, fatigue.. yadda yadda yadda
but they're not bad yet.
also it makes since in why i was having complications about 6 or 8 months ago
but i have tried to move past that but it just brings back that memory.
i wish it would rain
i'd just sit outside in it
let the rain run off my nose onto my chest
until i become soaked
then maybe i'll have a sign telling me what to do
this place makes me sick.
but they said that if i don't respond to that then i'll have to go undergo more tests
surgery
blah blah all those words running together as one big loud noise not making any sense whatsoever
so the choice.
get the hell out of here and start my new life like i wanted
stay here for about a month, maybe a little less. let them keep a check, and then go and they can forward all my info up there
.. and my fortune cookie.. i know this sounds gay but it said
do not haste, prosperity will come soon enough
and i know prosperity deals with fortune in the financial sense but i looked it up and it also means
1. a successful, flourishing, or thriving condition,
and by me getting out of here i'd be in a a more thriving condition :)
but im thinking sense they already know the just of what's going on
and for financial reasons
i should stay here until they get it regulated
and then move
and keep my check ups
something that goes against all of what I want
I COULD BE UP THERE ALREADY!!!!
everyone's ready!!
ergh.
but patience. letting my body get well.
they already know what's going on.
they have a clear path.