Unrequited
When: 26th of May 2.28 am
Where: Bedroom, with my puppy, Lulu, listening to some stupid pop culture beats
Conditions: I really do not know, to be honest.
Realizations:
I know this familiar feeling. Your heart being crushed, crushed to million pieces and blown away into smithereens. You feel like dying, more like, disappear in the world and no amount of inebriation can buffer the hurt. The feeling does not go away, the feeling of rejection. And it hurts even more when the person whom you cared for the most cannot give what you wanted back.
And now, I have to admit that I may have crushed someone else's heart. This may be the most horrible feeling so far, knowing that you may have hurt another person yet you cannot do anything about it but to say I am sorry. I really am sorry.
Where: Bedroom, with my puppy, Lulu, listening to some stupid pop culture beats
Conditions: I really do not know, to be honest.
Realizations:
I know this familiar feeling. Your heart being crushed, crushed to million pieces and blown away into smithereens. You feel like dying, more like, disappear in the world and no amount of inebriation can buffer the hurt. The feeling does not go away, the feeling of rejection. And it hurts even more when the person whom you cared for the most cannot give what you wanted back.
And now, I have to admit that I may have crushed someone else's heart. This may be the most horrible feeling so far, knowing that you may have hurt another person yet you cannot do anything about it but to say I am sorry. I really am sorry.