take care of your last days of summer. . .
"Take care of your last days of summer. They can be the very best or the very worst. Swim at night. Sleep away the morning and make secrets all day". . .
It seems like everything in my life is crashing down all at once. My iBook died last week and it looks like a new laptop is nowhere in my future. My mom is insisting that when I come down this upcoming week that I bring her laptop home with me, but I can't stand her laptop! My iBook has more memory and speed than hers, and it ran slow... I'm pretty sure I'm not going to take it. I'll just conveniently leave it in Tampa. Anyway... then there's the fact that I've lost a bridesmaid. She can't come because her father planed their summer vacation at the time of the wedding next June. While I can't be mad at her for that, cause I'm sure she had no say in the matter, it's hard to me to believe that is the only reason. She's been ignoring me for the past month and when I ask her boyfriend to let her know I've been trying to get a hold of her, she bites my head off for it, and now she seems to be ignoring me again, WHATEVER! I'm sick of being the only one making an effort to maintain this friendship.
In addition to that shit, there's the issue of having to get an entirely new wardrobe to ensure that I'm dressed "appropriately" for being in schools this fall for my student teaching. I don't have the money to get an entirely new "appropriate" wardrobe. I HATE THE MAT PROGRAM!!! and it's only been one month. That's sad.
It seems like everything in my life is crashing down all at once. My iBook died last week and it looks like a new laptop is nowhere in my future. My mom is insisting that when I come down this upcoming week that I bring her laptop home with me, but I can't stand her laptop! My iBook has more memory and speed than hers, and it ran slow... I'm pretty sure I'm not going to take it. I'll just conveniently leave it in Tampa. Anyway... then there's the fact that I've lost a bridesmaid. She can't come because her father planed their summer vacation at the time of the wedding next June. While I can't be mad at her for that, cause I'm sure she had no say in the matter, it's hard to me to believe that is the only reason. She's been ignoring me for the past month and when I ask her boyfriend to let her know I've been trying to get a hold of her, she bites my head off for it, and now she seems to be ignoring me again, WHATEVER! I'm sick of being the only one making an effort to maintain this friendship.
In addition to that shit, there's the issue of having to get an entirely new wardrobe to ensure that I'm dressed "appropriately" for being in schools this fall for my student teaching. I don't have the money to get an entirely new "appropriate" wardrobe. I HATE THE MAT PROGRAM!!! and it's only been one month. That's sad.