oi she fucking bang
ok so right now im really not in a good mood. i just really dont want to talk to anyone iwant to be left alone i want a black hole to fall into. i want my blade just want everything from the past to happen again. really kinda wish i didnt go to houston. cuz i could of gone camping n now i feel incredibly left out but neither of them need to know that.
ok so yah ever get a feeling about something. i have one and i dont like it. i cant like john i really cant hes my best friend but yah i cant but i dont want to. its not going to happen every1 is like you dont know that YES I DO. i really think he likes someone else which sucks for me aw well... thats how life is going right now... why is evry1 else's life awesome when mine friggin sucks ass. i dont want to talk to NE ONE not even him. cuz everytime i usually do he calls stephy i love her to pieces but they talk about the camping trip n its like please dont i wont say anything cuz thats how i am. but i really wish i could of gone they had so much fun and stephy actually got to see john. i really am not myself right now i want to be left alone i really just want to cut. if i do im going away n my dad will find out hey by all means get me the hell outta bellingham but i dont want my dad to know. cuz hell go postal... right now life sucks... n plus lately every1 is getting a boyfriend girlfriend whatever n thats awesome for them but yet again i feel left out cuz i hiave no clue what their talking about. i dont want to go to bhs next yr i just dont want school i dont want summer and i dont want to be in bellingham. right now i just need to spin so i think im going to do that. oi she fucking bang
just leave me the fuck alone...
if you ask whats wrong i probably wont tell you ill prob just lie n say everything is ok. because i dont want to talk about it and not like ne one would care ne wayz.. yah they say they do.. but wtf.. ever feel like your giving n their taking and their not giving... im feeling that...
on a happy note
IM A GUARD CAPTAIN! yey! soo excited...
everything else FUCK THE WORLD! FUCK EVERY1! including myself...
-katie
ok so yah ever get a feeling about something. i have one and i dont like it. i cant like john i really cant hes my best friend but yah i cant but i dont want to. its not going to happen every1 is like you dont know that YES I DO. i really think he likes someone else which sucks for me aw well... thats how life is going right now... why is evry1 else's life awesome when mine friggin sucks ass. i dont want to talk to NE ONE not even him. cuz everytime i usually do he calls stephy i love her to pieces but they talk about the camping trip n its like please dont i wont say anything cuz thats how i am. but i really wish i could of gone they had so much fun and stephy actually got to see john. i really am not myself right now i want to be left alone i really just want to cut. if i do im going away n my dad will find out hey by all means get me the hell outta bellingham but i dont want my dad to know. cuz hell go postal... right now life sucks... n plus lately every1 is getting a boyfriend girlfriend whatever n thats awesome for them but yet again i feel left out cuz i hiave no clue what their talking about. i dont want to go to bhs next yr i just dont want school i dont want summer and i dont want to be in bellingham. right now i just need to spin so i think im going to do that. oi she fucking bang
just leave me the fuck alone...
if you ask whats wrong i probably wont tell you ill prob just lie n say everything is ok. because i dont want to talk about it and not like ne one would care ne wayz.. yah they say they do.. but wtf.. ever feel like your giving n their taking and their not giving... im feeling that...
on a happy note
IM A GUARD CAPTAIN! yey! soo excited...
everything else FUCK THE WORLD! FUCK EVERY1! including myself...
-katie