(no subject)
have you ever suddenly experienced a shift in vision or perception?
sometimes, i'll look at somebody's face and it will seem distorted somehow, filtered,
or a familiar room will suddenly seem alien.
i have to blink several times, or close my eyes for a few minutes
---
i broke something on purpose today;
it was anticlimatic, after the initial explosion of sound
maybe because it passed too quickly for what anticipation and expectation had shaped
maybe i just need to break more things.