02. What Do You Call Them? Oh--Feet

Oct 08, 2008 15:34

So being here for awhile hasn't been as bad as I thought. Though--How things go? Murphy's law and Karma all at once. Though when others off are Training, I'm usually in my room, thinking up things to do. Guess its been awhile when I actually have to GO out on my own.

It had been raining the other day. I felt like in those movies. The Thin Red Line and all that. Or even Back to the Future. Not sure which. There was an echo of a noise but I think it was my imagenation. On Rainy Days like that and No Missions? Dinah, Helena, Zinda and I would play cards, chat or something. I miss them. I hope they are well.

People walking about the streets, or taking to the roofs. Little things that I miss. Grayson spoke about some Training with the kids. He wanted me to help. Sure, like I could so much. I'm good like a Drill Instructor. Or maybe a critic now. I can't really GO in to help. Of course Grayson tried to argue when he was injured before the First Big Crisis--coming out of acoma by Dr. Midnite. I was an instructor. Things he knew.

Computers. I'm going mad without being able to get into it. It sits there, lifeless. Like myself. Its a warzone here and I'm stuck in a chair. What good am I in this? Without Intel capabilities? I'm pretty useless. Maybe a Nurse of sorts. I dunno.

Tempted to find where the kids train and just watch them. See how they are coming along. I've been cooped up in my apartment too long. Staring to Brood like Bruce. Alfred would say 'Its not like you, Ms. Barbara.'

..He's right. It isn't. Guess its time to walk--roll out there. --Maybe someday. If possible? I can be--where the others are. Like Airel hm? In the sea with a fin, while others on land with legs. Who knows. This place is something else. I miss my damn music too. Can't even listen to that. Ugh.
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