bedroom of my mind.
The bedroom of my mind
Has baby pink carpet
Torn up in thick pink lines
Like their scars on my skin
Exposed floorboards
An empty master bed
A hysterical woman sobbing
With her knives
That she uses to threaten everyone
"touch me as if your life depended on it" she ordered me through her slimy smile
My shaking hand caressed her face
So tenderly
But she was not satisfied
Never satisfied
She was a part of my mind
And we tried to kill each other
But she is immortalized memory
And my knives did nothing to harm her
She was sleeping with a witch of a mother
And a pig of a man
I was saved
When my friends brought her husband home
Military uniform covering his fear
He was control
And he was welcome
He was angry the comfort of carpet
Had been ripped apart
And vowed
To fix it
I
Will fix it.
I cant kill it/her
I can't cut the memories out of my heart and mind
But i can control it
But i can control them